precious-moments

2010-03-10T13:22:00.003+08:00

LOL dead blog.yea i noe
im letting it stay dead..untilll i get a laptop

laptop laptop laptop!!
when will u ever come to me???!!!

tis yr is o lvl.
JIAYOUS!
gonna get super grades!!!

blah....its dead
anw jiayous leesuikeirachel!!! and all my fds!
CHONG AHHHHHHHHHHH

2009-10-20T18:28:00.000+08:00

hey im temporarily changin to live journal coz blogspot cant load..
de new link is http://rachellee-qiqi.livejournal.com/
not sure if future will be changin back to blogspot
(:

2009-10-19T23:37:00.011+08:00

im at de AIRPORT
siao de can.two hours in here b4 i can fly off..
de keyboard is oily de can
and tat stupid spy ball dun wan go ask her salary.then no salary=no money to pay me back=NO SMOOTHIEE for me.=.=.sucker
i hav nth to do can.no food.oh wait i got sweet.in my mouth.
ahhhh boredddd

hmm..friday we went east coast park.to eat chicken wings :DDDDDDDD and to play lantern with my cousin
mooncake festival was a week ago
lol.tat stupid roy.i was drawin on de sand.then its nice lo.quite big also.then he bo liao come and #@%&^&#$ away everythin.stupid
SO.nxt time.when i can.i will draw on a big big piece of beach.without anyone !##^%@^%^$#@ it until im gone from tat place

saturday nite.i got bored.lyk totalli..so i went to play with my fringe...and i cut it..and it's screwed.ugly lyk shit de can
den tat nite.we bought a new tv
whoo whoo

mummi called and said she cant pick me up coz she having her stupid car exam
wadever

sian de sweet finished liao.B.O.R.E.D!!!!!!!

im gona buy a bike.to ride
not those engine one
those bicycle.yup yup
wonder if i can buy a basket then put my dog in it while i ride
ha ltr he fly off coz i ride too fast
=.= lame shit

YAY a few weeks away from spy ball!
last nite tok to her damn pissed off de la
all i ask is wad time we leavin house today
eh im de one flying eh.dun i hav de rights to at least noe when i leave de house so i can get ready=.=?????
then she tok to me lyk assif i owe her 100000 bucks.she de one who owe me 30 dollars
and becoz she owe me and haven return! i cant even go and buy food while stuck here for 2 freakin hours!!!???!
stupid spy ball

OH couzie called de other day. I MISS YOU DAMN LOTTT
den i was thinkin if tat spy ball overheard me talkin to couzie
mayb she will start her story telling again
sian sian sian.hope not
i rlly want tat thin to be OVER
couzie i miss youuuu

as we jump to de left
as we jump to de right
as we jump
as we jump
as we jump all nightt

bored bored bored bored bored...........!!

2009-10-16T11:42:00.003+08:00

HEY!exams are over :DDDDDD
haha.finally

ytd afternoon my cousin's dear fd jim came our house.thrs just sth bout him i dun lyk.duno why
i was watchin tv while waitin for them to eat finish so i can eat.
IM HUNGRY.now too
then he came and "excuse me i want to play PS2" =.=...abit...duno la
then aft lunch i go slp awhile.when i wake up he playin comp.then i went to play guitar hero with my cousin.then halfway playin he came and watch.then keep laughin at my cousin and sae he suck.=.=.my cousin is cripled can.he got one arm on cast.then he's lyk "HAHA YOU SUCK!! even my shit btr than you!" then i alr gou bu shuang liao so i kinda lyk tok to myself "woah, i dint noe ur shit so high class one" then he shut up..den he wan vs me..then WAHA! i totally owned him.my shit also btr than him leh
BLUEHHHHHHHHH
he treat our house as him own can.lie on sofa till so shuang.leg qiao till so high
glad he felt home
i using comp then he come and "eh i want to use comp"
=.=
monday still got more wan come worh.
bunch of shorties

happy depavali!
it's somewhr tis weekend rite
went to little india de other day with my famili.just to get a watch for my cousin=.= so cute la they all

holiday is just 4 days away for me.haha
gona do so much stuff tis holiday
actualli not alot also.
hehehehe!my lovele poodle.here i come (:

OH de other day.
monday.tis week.mornin.i saw a cat.near...a drain.while i was walkin to school.and i tot it was alone
tuesday mornin when i walk past de drain again i saw two black kitten.and i tot they were..abandoned.
wednesday!i saw three of them tgt.haha.happy cute famili

kittens!!u all must kuai gao zhang da okay

2009-09-21T18:32:00.004+08:00

hey hey..just checkin sth on de internet.so might as well as post abit.

EOY is coming.and i have been a good girl studying.at least i count it as studyin.so hopefully i can get good results.ha.and straight aft exams i will sent back to hk=.=..w/o knowin my marks.
daddy.i am rlly countin on you for this.PLEASE dun 'let me down' for this.though i noe i let you down for alot of stuff.but dun get back to me with this pls

ytd nite stayed up till...4am?watchin hancock with my uncle.haha.it was quite funny at times.then got one i rmb is got ppl say tat a old woman can sue hancock for causing her harm.then hancock tell a fat guy that "mayb you can sue mcdonalds then"get it???
sadly.staying up till then dint make mi THAT tired that i can fall asleep right away..hmm mayb coz i dozed off on de sofa in de afternoon.and i did sth weird ytd nite.i think its slp-doin-sth.lyk slp talking lyk tat.i rmb tat i took my ipod and on it.then skip through lots of songs.and off it again.=.=?and i tot it was a dream.but tis mornin i check my ipod was rlly at de place tat i left it in my dream.and.now.i cant figure if its dream or reality.

u noe.when reality starts invadin into dream.thins can get a bit messy and scary.and worst of all.u hav to face with reality in ur dream=.=..tat suck

OH!i got to quit de habit of saying sucker.lyk everytime.

one mre mths to go.less than tat.towards my MANGO PUDDING![nope my craving for mango pudding has not.and will not end]and li li mang guo bing.wahahaha.tats de only thin i look forward to about goin back to hk.and de computer.and my LOVELY poodle.this holiday!i am gona live healthy!!i will go for a run every mornin with my dog and.i will try my best not to slp rlly late.although in de holiday.u can get so bored of slpin tat u just dun wan to slp.and im gona change specs :DDDD!lookin forward to it alot

i wonder how am i gona face my mum.my dad.and everyone else when i go back..sucker...
im rlly sorry okay

JIAYOU for eoy.and everythin else.jiayou jiayou jiayou!

hahaha.and andres rmb my birthday wrong.lyk forever he wunt get it right.he will alwaes come to me with this great confidence and say "ur birthday is aug 30 right?see i noe it!im smart" tat kind.then got improvement.he wish mi happi birthday on 29 aug.haha

actualli..how do you know if u love a person??or mayb we are abit too young to rlly rlly love?no offence
startin to enjoy de single life.i can concentrate on my studies.tats good right 0.0

2009-09-01T14:06:00.003+08:00

HEYA.got a excuse to use com now.haha.actualli im just tokin to myself.but wadever la.just wana type..got DAMN LOT things to sae.dunno.see wad i can rmb as i type on ba
1. i wan to sae SORRY.for all the mistakes that me and my stupid mouth have made or said.sorry sorry sorry.[super junior song.ahah]esp to my family.though they will nvr see tis.but still i am sincerely very sorry.yea..i realise tat all the things now are actualli my own fault.and it rlly started with me and my stupid mouth.and all de rules now.are just consequence?and also to help mi be a btr person i guess.so.they aint de bad ppl actualli.i mean.im mre lyk de evil one.creatin all de trouble.not followin all de rules.tellin lies to them.[but i must sae tat i tell lies sometimes is coz i cant tell de truth.it's not lyk i lyk to lie OKAY].yea..so i am de bad person.u see..actualli be de bad person is nicer lo.u just hav to stop doin bad things to end wadever's goin on.but for de 'victim'..you cant rlly do anithin except to continue get hurt by de bad person.so.it's nicer to be de bad person.[hope tat make sense]
2. therefore!i am goin to be a GOOD girl.followin all de rules.tryin to see de most optimist side of wad i have now.and..STUDY!.im gona get all my As back.hopefully.besides maths.and language.those 4 i duno how to studi la.yea..then hopefully..they will slowli minus a few rules as time goes by.den..all de dreams tat i used to have for my life..obviousli alot cant be fullfilled..yea..but nvm la.shatters.let it be.since i made those mistakes.i have to deal with de consequences.im 16 le.and i shall be MATURE.HAHAHAHA.[sots]
3. ytd was teachers day celebration.haha.YIFANG and KAIXIN's singing was DAMN NICE.*clap clap clap*and also.khiat tong's piano performance was pro.he dun even have de score sheet..=.= i wish im tat pro.WAHA.then i can play piano at home to make time pass faster.dance performance was nice..[de other rachel's dress is nice.haha]band performance super cute de can.then..thanks yixiang for helpin me bring back de stuff to cps if u did go back.if not for de curfews, i would have gone back myself le.another part of de consequences.anws.HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY
4. blah blah blah.i duno wad to sae.just now.afternoon.we had steamboat at home.WEIRD.de atmosphere for me was super uber ultra weird.try being me.u will noe.it's lyk..i duno if i shld do tis or tat.incase sth i do went dehhhhh again.and seriousli.everytime yeda yeda gets near me.i rlly..will hearybeat increase.hold my breathe.and i duno la.aiya just..very frustratin.lyk..waiting for a bomb to burst lyk tat.though i noe.my own fault.
5. ha ytd nite damn coward.i was watchin tv.then my cousin came home.then he took de controls.then he keep switchin channel.den he got to chnl 3.then it doin de ghost show tat time.den i so dumb.i said hey isnt tat ghost show.then he 'whr whr whr' den got back to chnl 3 den we end up watchin tat show.at first not scary la.then behind got de ghost come out.then i keep huggin de cushion.then running from sofa to kitchen.then from kitchen to sofa.so dumb la.i also duno why.if i scared den i shldnt watch rite.but i wan to watch!.....i think yeda yeda got irratated by tat.haha.opps sorry
6.i wan to get some books.to read.[yea nerd!]except tat i cant.coz i cant go to de national lib.then i also cant go school lib coz i scared of the uncle.ha.i owe him a book.which i dun hav it.so it's LOST.and i duno whr it is.and i dun wan to pay him back.ahaha.so bad.so i am not goin back to tat lib to borrow book.or not ltr he lock mi in and force me pay up le then can go.nononono.
aiya.i forgot wad i wan sae le.nvm.
kaes.i am naggy.i noe.and talkative.[stupid mouth].ytd i was studyin bio.then i got so bored tat i end up takin pics for metoo, huai yun po.and etcs.haha.metoo's pic damn lot.and super cute.i shall upload when i can
hahaha
kaes.go back to dying ba blog
rest in peace

2009-08-22T14:58:00.007+08:00

SORRY MY BLOG WAS DEAD.u guys shld noe de reason.psps
my life...ha.i duno wad to sae bout it le.just wana get to 18 yrs old as soon as possible.jump time pls.anw..
monday:
my aunt rejected my request to go out on wed night [MY BIRTHDAY]?!she sae after tat thin.i cant go out.why?!!!!it's my once in a life time sweet sixteen birthday can.fine i noe its my fault on previous matterssss.but seriousli.my birthday.with them?it's lyk.u sure u call tat a birthday?
tuesday:
my mum called.i tot she wanted to wish my happi birthday.NO.apparentli.tat afternoon.my dearest aunt called my aunt and revealed my lie of secretly keepin a phone.and she called to scold me.on my birthday eve.kind eh.i mean cant they wait like two more days till my birthday is at least over?or is my aunt tryin to make herself feel less remorseful for lockin me with them on my birthday.i mean it is now finally my fault again for not able to go out on my birthday.
wednesday: [yay im 16!]
THANKS MY DEAR FRIENDS[it's rlly dear tis time]for wishing me happy birthday.and of coz thanks for de presents :D love you all lotss!
then..after school.went for calli.and miss yeo ask mi apologise to my aunt worh=.=.coz i lied to her de pervious wed tat i hav calli and i went out with jy=.=.she dun even noe de whole story la.she onli noe tat single lie.wadever.i did apologise.last friday.
then..yea.i sorta got into a numb mood.and kinda pissed?and then.i did de seriousli most stupid thin tat i can ever do in my life time.
i mean wad was i thinkin to make me say tat [i wasnt thinkin=.=]
how can you be tat dumb [not lyk assif i want it]
...once u made a mistake.u cant rlly make it correct u noe.u can onli.bear with de consequence of de mistake for duno how long.
damn.k i shall just treat as mi letting him have a chance to have a proper galfd. [dumbshit]
it's okay.life can get worse [no its not!]
baka. [i love you]
nvm..i guess a dream is a dream afterall.letting it stay as a dream isnt so bad.i will just.enjoy de happiness i feel as i dream.or daydream.
k..then got home.mum called to wish mi happy birthday.i was just basicalli sobbing throughout de phonecall?and she cute la.tell mi."ur eyes alr small enuf le.if u still cry.it will be just a line and u will be ugli"...how can she comfort her own daughter lyk tat..then dad called.blahs.
[seriousli.dad.go get a robot to study for you.tats all u ever cared bout after all.yea mayb i am tryin to escape from de truth.or wadever.but u are my dad.arent u suppose to sorta lyk protect me.and not push mi to be eaten up by tat monster?sure she said she is just gonna teach me.teach.such a nice way of sayin it.and of coz u dun think she is scary.how bad can she be to you.she is ur freakin mum.she loves u.while for me.she just treat me as a mistake tat her beloved son made while making love.or rather.makin lie.yea rite she dun hate mi.lyk assif she loves me=.=
and why u all can lie and i cant?wad de heck is tat.u all noe u are lying.u all noe i knew it.and onli i get scolded for lying?and still ask me whr i learn it from.from you guys.obviousli.mayb.when one dae.u finalli decided to tell mi wadever truth u kept from me.i will stop lying to u too]
then.cousin called.[thanks sweety^^].then had a birthday cake.thanks aunty for bothering to buy me tat.or rather.giv anna money to ask her brin mi buy.wadever.thanks for actin tat u cared.so irony.u sang de happy birthday song to me.how happy do u think i can be feeling?
after tat..duno le la.hey i discovered sth!
lifes = L I f E S so basicalli.lifes are made up of LIES and f
yeda yeda is coming home.how great is tat.i scared she scold mi then too excited then high blood pressure or sth leh.cant imagine.
omg..
i wan turn 18.jump two yrs.i wan be 18!!
and and!haha.my metoo is damn hot
and my blog is goin to go back to be dead again

2009-06-04T15:03:00.002+08:00

HEY ppl.haha.i am back in hk le.again.yup yup.and i miss you guys LOTS de can.rlly rlly wanna go back de la.haiz.nvm.one more month
hmm...life's okay.did lots of shoppin.haha.mummi complained tat if i dun score well nxt time i wunt be able to buy even one clothes..so.me.leesuikeirachel.i am gonna studi hard le!for de sake of my wardrobe.
haha.mummi house have a dog u noe.it's her fd one.tat fd had de dog for bout..6 yrs?then after tat his wife got pregnant and is havin a baby and therefore they cant hav tat dog.bullshit la.who sae hav children cant hav dog one.as long as u noe how to keep de dog clean jiu can le lo.cruel ppl.anw.de dog name is MOU.super cute rite.full name mou mou.but i tend to call him mou.it's cuter.
anw.i cut my hair le.not short.just go cut it into sth tat is less messier and blah.haha.i tell u all.de salon inside hav a cute guy.haha.then he help mi wash my hair.he gold hair de.or issit gold?u noe those normal guy dye de hair de color?gold gold white white de..haha.then de hair dresser.lol.he..cut finish my hair.then he permed it..kinda shocked for me la.but.duno.he think tat suits me?though i dun think so.it's rlly kinda mature when i perm it la.but lucki it's temporary one.so i bathe then it go back to normal le.
my plane ride...u noe de guy sittin beside mi hav bad breathe?it's super strong de.then he at first sleep.with his mouth WIDE open.kao.i super cant stand it la.it onli get btr when they serve lunch.when de air is filled with de food smell..but after awhile.his breath fills de air again.then he got suddenli tok to me de.lyk rlly sudden.i was just watchin video then he ask mi qns..lyk i hk de or sg de.why come sg.whr is my parents.who i live with.wad school i go.blah blah blah.it's weird can.my grandma is sittin beside mi.then a stranger is tokin to me.then i am ans all of de qns.but it's rude not to ans.rite?got off de plane..blah blah.when it comes to de person tat is fetchin mi part.i was SHOCKED.i tot it will be lyk my dad.or my aunt.or my grandpa.then at first i saw my grandpa.so it's okay la..then i suddenli hear a female call out "rachell".and it's my mum.wth.why did she come to fetch me.and then i can straight awae see my granny's face change...wad..she shld noe btr then mi tat my granny dun lyk to see her then she still come fetch me??cant they lyk make other arrangement to take me or sth..wad's wrong with everyone..cant they see i am stuck in btwn.actualli not knowin wad happen...
nvm.i am goin over to my another granny house tis..saturdae.and yay.my POODLE.wahaha.i rmbed to bring back de toys i brought for him tis time.hope he didnt forget me.yeap yeap.

I MISS YOU GUYS LOTS LOTS LOTS!!they dun hav jokes here.no funni laughters.no warm hugs.nth

2009-05-13T14:51:00.002+08:00

lol.sorry i noe i havent been blogging.rlly cant use much of de comp plus it's just so super lag
alot of things happen.and ALOT of things i want to sae.but obviousli..cant rite.so haha.forget them la

hmm...MID YEAR IS OVER.finnalli..nah i noe i kinda screwed most of it.but still! i am glad it's over!ytd de a maths was....sucky..de first qns i look and alr dunno how to do..skip..skiped almost half of my paper k=.=...sian la.

ohoh!!ytd mornin!!i tell u all!stupid jesse lim tat frog eyed witch!she go and catch sling bag didi de attire outside our lvl de lift lobby thr...arghs.stupid jesse.i bet she see sling bag didi too cute le.then jealous she cant get one lyk tat then not happi and purposeli go catch him one la.kao.scold so long somemore...and i think she making him cut hair again la...noooo...sian sian
lol.i dunno wad i wanna do with my life now..kinda wants..kinda dun wan...ah.duno la.

haha.sports day..long long long over le.but i wanna sae leh.301 super cute on tat day de can.our relay..de last guy was our loveli chairman..derek!haha.he ran fast kaes.lyk rlly infront got those announcement paper in GO lyk tat.haha.then after de thin end.our whole class went down de track thr and ran.lol.mayb not whole class?duno.haha.and and and!!!sling bag didi got run tat day!kao super cute la his warm up!!hoho.he thr jumpin.so cute so cute!!and he ran quite fast de eh!hehe..cute cute.haha.oh no.cannot cannot.cannot hua chi liao.opps

i dream of something super unexpected.and it felt super real la.but..of coz..most of it didnt make sense so i noe it's a dream.it was sweet.bleah.why do i have to wake up?ah no.it's better lyk tis...

prince charming...when will u appear riding ur white horse eh?.....

2009-04-07T20:56:00.002+08:00

wa..so long nvr post le.got reason one kaes!the com.the freaking com is just so super ultra LAG.i cannot stand it....u noe i did my previous geog project with my PSP?!such a nice com...i wan my laptop!
alot of things happen la...also cannot post all today..hmmm..
1. HAHA!301 is super cool la..we ordered Mcdelivery!during recess we have mc breakfast.haha.actualli.onli de backside ppl odered.haha.so far.we did it twice!today and ytd.then haha.super funni.today i make de call b4 bio lesson end.so i sneak out and call.then eveline and cindy outside also.then while i make de call..mdm surin [isit spelled lyk tat??0.0] suddenli came out.then ask wad we doin here.LOL.then eveline and cindy on-de-spot-creativity.haha.they sae i wad ah..cramp or stomach pain or sth.haha.then i use paper cover my phone then i bend down then they cover for me.so funni.then collecting de thing more cute la! de delivery man went to nan hua primary school.lol.then lyk wad secret mission lyk tat.wakao so cool!then hayati is james bond [i think].then everytime around a corner she help us check got ppl or not then "ok!run run go go!!faster " haha.so cute! 301 is de craziest class ever man!
2.sling bag didi...haha.alot new things leh.but..dun wan sae le la.haha.i dou sae le wunt care le.so i dun sae le..just lemme sae one.lol.tat day!super cute!!!after school.i walk out backgate then i think if can see him will be so cool la.then suddenli i saw him eh!!crossing de road!wheee.then coz mi and jingyi and hayati still deciding whr we wan go for lunch.then jingyi suggest we go jp eat.then can take 198 with sling bag didi.such a great idea!haha.and we did!!!so cute so cute!!hey it is different from stalking okay.we just shun lu take de same bus onli lo.yea.haha.

2009-03-12T18:47:00.004+08:00

WHAHAHAHA! SLING BAG DIDI IS SO CUTE LA!!!
[ppl.tis whole post is bout sling bag didi.if u dun wan read then dun!he is just so cute]
haha...
ytd ytd...i tell u all.wahaha.durin lunch mi and jingyi go down.then i counting my money..STUPIDLY.then..he walk from infront me...back to his class.then i duno..then jingyi keep nudgin mi i also duno.then he walk away le then jingyi tell mi sling bag didi and i am lyk WHAT?!!!then i quickly turn around and run a few steps back and look for him.then lyk he walk till near de notice board at de back thr he suddenli turn in de direction then i tio shock and i jump around.haha.then after we buy food.jingyi accompany mi go walk outside his classrm..then coz first time.i dun dare look inside la.then i look another way.then walk halfway jingyi nudge me and i cant control my laughter alr.he too cute!
then today mornin....coz we first period is P.E ma.then tat time they still dismissing ppl from parade square..then i duno it was sling bag didi class.then i also duno they walk tat diretion.then i just rite facing thr and tokin to jingyi and doin a very UNGLAM poseT^T!! then he walk...haiz!!!?!!!!wakao la
then durin recess...after very angri from maths lesson.i am lyk..if now can see sling bag didi face will be so happi la.then i just turn to parade square and STRAIGHT AWAY.without one second of pause.i saw him eh!! in de crowd of sooooo mani ppl!haha.cute guy just stand out.you cant help it.*bleah*
haha.and cindy she told mi deh 204's class blog.and i went just now!wahah.i noe his email!!and his birthday!and his CCA!..then then..de email very tempting to add!!but but..no reason to add rite!!u noe i can memorise de mail after seeing it ONCE onli eh!!wakao...i wan add.but lyk rlly stalker..then cannot!
i tell mi! from tmr on..i am gonna control not looking at him!!!yea yea! i dun become stalker.ltr he scared how?! [WHY HE SOOO CUTE?!!!!!!]aiyoooo..how can de world hav so cute de ppl!!!??!!!

2009-03-03T20:47:00.003+08:00

we studi beside a bomb for two years!!!!ohmygosh it is sooo coool!
the bomb is lyk..nxt to our school at de field thr.then hav construction site thr.then lyk.they discover de bomb.then today we lyk durin our last lesson.our form teacher said must leave immediately at 2.30pm.then lyk around 2.20pm lyk tat.suddenli hav announcement ask everyone leave school immediately.then lyk everyone lyk duno wad happen la.then got alot diff stories..wad.murder.toxic chemicals.etc etc.then one of de stories bingo eh.
it's a bomb from World War II!!
so cool la!![as in not bomb hurting ppl.it is cool!]

and..i wan LG ice-cream phone!!!i hav DECIDED i am gonna get it.
with contract it is 68$
without it is lyk..308$
i duno.with or without i wan to get it la!
ahhhh...

and and..our school!all de classrooms hav aircon!woots!
BUT!very cold..it's lyk..go antartica lyk tat.so cold la.
i wear jacket still feel cold
i feel lyk bring long pants to school and wear it inside my skirt!!
then i think i wearing winter long sleeve
it is thicker then my jacket
though it dun hav zip..tat means i hav to wear it over my uni lyk another shirt
but!it's warmer!!

tmr road run..all de best all de best..
i am not planning to run.haha!
oh..and common test result was bad...but not yet get finish all
so..i get finish all then see la..
but so far..i either..fail/half of full marks/border line pass
i am gonna work hard...coz for alot reason la.and..i cannot fail and not do well for my maths one..my father will volcano erupt la..

2009-02-28T10:46:00.003+08:00

HAHA.SLING BAG DIDI VERY CUTE!
every mornin i see him.coz mornin sit outside general office de table thr ma.
he very cute la!i see him i cant stop myself smiling.haha.jingyi sae i fa hua chi
ha.wadever.he is just so cute.even if he dont look at me i also dun care.his face is just cute
but.i dun like him in a u-like-ur-boifd way.i just think he super cute.=P

and yea! common test is over.sorii i havent been uploading.coz i..i some times hav thins to post one.but cant use comp coz cousin use[damn him] .i want my LAPTOP!..why cant my father just come to sg and giv mi my laptop..

couzi left sg lu..after one and a half month with me.she go back to auzzi le..i miss her so much la.haiz..life feels so boring at dead at home now.she go on last sunday.then last sat tat nite we go raffles hotel eat.uncle treat.coz she leaving ma.wah.de buffet thr so high class.then de food nice nice also.haha.then de scenery also very nice.haha.even de toilet is nice okay!haha.then i tell u all super qiao one.mycouzi leave tat day.my fd's sister also go auzzi.then my fd's fd also goin auzzi..haha.3 girls doin auzzi on same day for studies.

hmm...duno le.haha.i want xmas come quickly..i wan xmas..and i want time to forever stop thr.at xmas.....!

2009-02-06T22:29:00.002+08:00

my
rainbow maker.
makin mi smile
all de times
alwaes bein there
when i need him
thanks

2009-01-27T14:13:00.011+08:00

i went cruise!haha.and i came back from it..actualli i come back on sunday..but i nvr post tat time.so.i post today!hm...overall..not bad la.de onli stuff i dun lyk bout de whole trip is my loveli grandmother who gl mi de whooooooole trip..startin from home=.=.i super pissed by her can..but nvm.i noe how to make myself happi.haha.i zi high alot with my couzi.and she gl mi again..she dun wan mi stick with my couzi..blah blah..haiz..nvm..nice trip..curise dun rlly hav much much to do la...u can go ktv..need money=.=..club..underage..show..got one!! LAS VEGAS TOPLESS SHOW!haha.but i cannot watch.coz need 18 yrs old at least.bleah.my couzi almost wanna watch..but i dun let her go coz i cannot go...hehe.it is not been tai la..it is a form of ART!hahaha.jkjk..we nvr watch la.then..we watch another show..call..tropicallia.i guess..alot of tricks..arobatics..blah..super cool eh!i tell u they not human la!..so pro one.then..hmm..we went on land on 2nd day.to malaysia..but nth fun la..just keep walkin and walkin with my famili..then also cannotbuy things...che..but!!i saw alot cute and shuai guys=]!!HAHA!food not bad on cruise la..i ate alot..[de most in my famili at least] hehe.haha.then on our cruise also hav a cute guy..mi and couzi first saw him when he is wearin orange shirt.then we call de orange guy.then.nxt day.my couzi ask mi wad he will wear today..i was thinkin green.then afternoon we see him at lift he realli wear green eh!pro rite mi!!wakaka.hmm..then..i sleep with my couzi on de first nite onli la.super funni.i snore..then i snore tat time not fully sleep yet ma.then she will sae sth.to me.then i will lag long time before i realise it is real.not dream.then i ans her.then tat repeat alot time..untill i fulli awake while she sleep.=.=..haha.then second nite sleep with my beloved granny upon her request..woah..so.honoured sia...
overall..nice cruise..

2009-01-16T21:16:00.003+08:00

our class..our lvl went to pick rubbish today!!haha.jingyi sae our schol tryin inspire us to be cleaners when we grow up.muahaha...at first abit sian la..coz pick rubbish ma.haha.i didnt realise sg have so mani rubbish la!! i tot it is lyk de GREEN country.haha.but hav quite alot la.then our class they found two underwears and one diaper!!.muahaha.so funni.then ltr more fun le.when hayati [i duno how to spell!!sori!] and jingyi went abit high i should sae..bout a dram..霹雳MIT!.haha.i hear them tok till i super wan watch it can!!!.but stupid com la.load so slow.and speaker hav problem..keep hav de 'zzz' sound..sucker!hmm..then we end up eatin under a block de mama shop beside.haha.food!!!i brought...one i duno call wad..then icecream.then ice pop.then no more.another one is burger given by school canteen!!wheess.then learn de korean happi birthday song from fish and cuiling!.then so qiao my fd today birthday worhx!18 yrs old!!so cool la..freedom!!i wantT^T
yea..then haha.hyatti..she immitate jiang xiao hua [from bu liang xiao hua] super alike la!!pro man her.so super funni!!!...then go hall listen talk..then blah blah..
then i went home.then i go abit crazy coz i duno how and when to call my fd to wish him happi birthday.haha.then...i went swimmin class with my couzi.i nvr swim..i sit at side..tok with her..and de other classmates..all kids.haha.so funni one girl.haha
yea..then tat sorta sums up my day i guess...haha.
happy birthday alfred!
i miss 203!!!!!!

2009-01-12T16:32:00.004+08:00

halo.very long nvr post le.
school started le..change new class also liao.new class.301..super miss 203!tis new class so quite la..sian sian de.haiz..lucki history lesson change class then tat class fun.hav JJ!!!haha.de joker.den guan men.and ashley.haha.they all so funni.de teacher will joke also la.yea.then i gave jj his belated bdae present today.a crocodile toy.have alot teeth one.then u suay press de wrong teeth will ganna kiap by de mouth.haha.duno why leh.i saw tat toy think of jj tat time.mayb coz de play play mood ba.haha.he still owe mi my present!.he keep say forgot brin.dun even if he last minute buy one or wad la.school start tat time i see him he run.i still tot he nvr buy.haha.duno la.
and today mr A tan came back see us!![actualli coz o lvl result realese he come back.then shun bian see us lo.haha.but nvm.got come good liao]then i gave him his present.for his to be born baby gal.haha.from korea one.a rabit pillow.i hugged.super soft and comfy la!.then i lie on tat durin chinese lesson n sleep well.wheees.haha.then i see mr tan feel lyk huggin him la.then cannot hug ma.so i keep hittin him.haha
ytd.went prawnin with my couzie and her fds.haha.so super bad la!26$ for one rod and i fished 0 prawn..zero!!.got alot time got de prawn bite de food liao la.then he escape.so cunnin those prawns.then coz i sian.then my couzie go with mi to beside de pet farm.then haha.got a rabbit super cute.de ear is drop down one.then it bui bui one.then it let mi touch de head without movin away la.haha.then i rub de side of its face too.super cute.i call it flappy!!haha.i feed it alot carrot.then i play with it.i put de carrot through de holes of de cage.then i hold de other end of de carrot super tight.then it wan pull cannot.den de head keep jerking.muahahaha.super funni=]then hav bull frog!and turtle.and rats.and hamster.and parrots and de goat.haha.then de guy let mi hold de parrot la.then i still get a packet of free food from him.to feed de parrot one.not me.aha.mayb coz he see mi and my couzie and my couzie fd bought 5 packet of carrot in total ba.haha
i miss de phone!!!T^T!!need to use..wanna sms.haha.nvm..good also la.i saved money at least.except i use them on food.haha.=P.but i still wan use sia..>0<

2009-01-04T16:08:00.000+08:00

2008-12-31T23:04:00.002+08:00

i miss my dog!i super duper miss him alot alot alot times alot.
it is not tat i dun miss my fds.i miss them super duper alot alot alot too.and.i am goin to see them all.but.my dog is a diff thin.my fds noe bout i am goin.whr i am.and wad i think.
but.my dog dont.he might even tot i dun wan him.
to a dog.a owner's departure is super...cruel.
i tried my best to show him i am not angri with him and did not plan to abandon him
i kissed him.hug him.toked to him.play with him.feed him.carry him.all b4 i left
i hope he understand.and noe i will be goin back to see him soon.haiz...
i couldnt sleep last nite without craddlin him in my arms.
without holdin him and noe he is thr.
i miss him.i seriiousli do
i even dreamt tat i can brin him back to sg[well.i noe it is impossible]
it is lyk..seriousli.when i close my eyes and my mind dun hav stuff to concentrate on.all[mostli] i think bout is him.
haiz..
nvm..i wunt be sad for long.
tis is my life..used to it afterall.
departures after departures..

anw.school will be startin!yeah.my fds.haha.tat is nice.yippee!
however!.i dont hav my txtbk yet!!..i dun wan lyk get scold or hated be all teachers on first day of school just becoz i dun hav their txtbk.they wunt be so bad ba
haha.i sure miss canteen food super lots=]
haha.my yee mee.wanton mee.chicken drumstick.drink stall.snacks.etc etc
my laguage.it is lyk first time i hav so mani stuff to brin back.i need 2 laguage..haha
but!not alot stuff is mine kays.after i give awae all de gifts blah blah
i dun rlly hav alot left for myself.well..thr is not nice thin tat happened at hk ytd.but..usual stuff.so no nid sae la.just my father is..haiz.and my mother....haiz..
o and i cut my hair.it is...lesser?..and de fringe is also lesser.haha

now..46 mins to 2009!!
2008 was a eventful yr for me.and i hoped it had been one for everyone else=]
may de new yr be nice and great and fun and happi and interestin and enjoyful and good and free and fruitful and blah blah etc etc
happy new year ppls!!

2008-12-28T14:57:00.003+08:00

lol.i am gonna be back to sg=summer=fds!.in just...4 days!.happi.and sad.i am happi coz i am gonna go back to my fds.waha.shop with jingyi!!and new class..i miss my old class 203.and mr tan.yea.and.go back to de weather tat dunnid wear alot clothes..but but!!i seriousli miss my dog!i am gonna leave him again.lol.i seriousli feel guilty.but nvm.haiz.goin back.it's a gd thin.of coz it is.o..i am gonna face de famili thr again.daughter of all super power man against de famili of godzilla.kingkong.and monster monsters!
o.btw ppl.see a link under my links section.a picture link.with a anime girl.lol.do support tat web.um..it is a web made by xuzhang[a fd if u dont noe] and his las vegas fd.lol.and recommend to other fds tat lyk anime too.yups....blah blah.so.just support.[um..if i not wrong.u can just support by goin to de web.or btr.register at de forum place i guess]

2008-12-25T18:00:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!^0^
hohohoho *ah choo*><
and a happi new year![soon]

2008-12-19T22:42:00.001+08:00

Doctor actor lawyer or a singer
Why not president be a dreamer
You can be just the one you wanna be
Police man fire fighter or a post man
Why not something like your old man
You can be just the one you wanna be

haha.cute song!

2008-12-13T14:27:00.002+08:00

lol.haha!!de girl super funni and cute la!haha.i last time go korea also see a bunch of real young children.about her age lyk tat.then they also dancin.then got boi got girl.super nice la!super cute!!haha.korea kids rlly can dance.LOL.haha.

2008-12-13T02:55:00.000+08:00

戀空is nice!![though sad in de end].thx jingyi for askin mi watch.lol.i wanted to watch it when it screened in sg.but tat time cannot.then i now come back hk also forget le.haha.then jingyi ask mi watch koizara then i start le then noe it is 戀空!nice show.nice story.[nice character].haha.duno wad to sae about show.endin rlly sad.i realise.all japanese movies i watched end sadli.tis one.then 10 promises to my dog.then 导盲犬小Q.then Helen de baby fox.then another i forget wad dog show.lol..but after watchin tis.got learn sth.tat is.no matter how sad de endin is.thr was happi moments.haha.mika is cute.hiroki is cute too!haha.

sky of love

mika's birthday present from hiroki

their ring

december 24 is thier not born baby de death纪念日

hiroki is de sky[for mika]

2008-12-11T10:25:00.000+08:00

LOL.super mad.i wake up 10 am today!and i sleep 3.30am last nite..siao siao.i cant sleep..i ytd nite also watch tv till 3 plus then sleep one.then i lay down still take awhile then fall asleep de la.then i usualli mornin wake up i can straight away fall back to sleep all de way till 2-3 pm la!then i wake up 10 am today.tis is sooooo super not me!
i noe why i cant sleep.coz there are thin on my mind...but i duno why i wake up super earli?!!!sth is wrong with mi..no..i am perfectli fine..just one day nia.wunt die de.LOL.
how to not think of anithin huh?lyk keep ur mind.FREE.then can dun think one.lol.best i go get car crash but dun die just lose memory i dun lyk can le..lol.

2008-12-07T00:09:00.000+08:00

<狗狗与我的十个约定>
[from dog's view]
1.give mi time to understand wad u want from mi
2.trust tat i will be your buddy no matter wad.trust is important to me
3.be aware tat however u treat mi.i will nvr forget it
4.tok to mi sometimes.even if i dun understand wad u sae.i do understand ur voice when it is speakin to me
5.dun hit me.i hav teeth tat can hurtu.but i chose not to
6.there is a reason if i dun listen to u
7.please dun be angri with me for long.u hav school and friends.but i onli hav u
8.please treat mi well when i am old
9.i can onli live for bout 10-15 yrs.so please treasure de time we spend together.ur leavin will be my greatest pain
10.i wunt forget de time i lived with u.when it's time for mi to leave.please.stay by my side coz with u, everythin becomes easy to accept.
~remember i love you~

2008-12-04T00:14:00.000+08:00

這個世界，什麼都是掩眼法，看到的未必是真實，真實

的，你又沒有那麼幸運看到。
lol.i hav been watchin alot drama lateli..all of them ended happili..but..none of it rlly is tat realistic..it's all drama..tat can mereli happen in real life.it is tonite.after watchin two hk movie.tat rlly shows tis society nowadays.lies.full of it.everywhr.it's just all around u.but..tis is it isint it?we live in tis type of place.it is wad we hav to face..L is for love.L is also for lie.love is surrounded by lies.lies dun exist without love..tis is it..welcome to human world..i rmb someone tellin mi tat.haha.tat person is smarter then mi.he realised it b4 mi..mayb tat is de gd thin bout hk.it teach u.it brings u to de realistic society when u r young.so u wunt get cheated?while u are cheatin everyone..and everyone is cheatin u.yea..welcome to human world.

ppl..i am not being sadist or wad..i am still happi.just tat...duno.haha.

2008-12-02T13:45:00.000+08:00

haha.finalli got sth happen.or..sth tat i can post happened.LOL
haha.today i bought my poodle to bathe and trim fur.lol.de guy damn bad=.=...dun let mi watch MY dog trim hair..everyone can watch..just i cant..wad de la.then most angri is got a lady.a owner of another duno wad breed de dog.she duno buy wad food then go feed my dog=.=....how can ani how feed ppl de dog ma.how will she noe my dog not allergic to anithin..LOL...and..i dun lyk them trim my dog de hair T^T..trim till short for wad..furry furry then cute ma...sobx!then worst is i haven take ani photos yet la...*bang*..then duno my dog eat wad wrong thin.his back thr.grow a small patch of brown and not smooth and thick de hair..lol..i think is sausage de fault..so i wunt feed him sausage from now on.yup.he onli gonna eat rice with beef meat.then his biscuit.and our mornin de breakfast..lol..
my dog noe how to sit.stand.and shake hand le!haha.HAHA.in just one day worhx..smart lyk owner!wheeeeeeeeeeeee

2008-11-30T00:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGYI!!^0^

timin abit weird.it is suppose to be november 30th now.

2008-11-26T22:02:00.000+08:00

one week passes.i am postin.bout...haha.dunno.lol.
1.today my granny gave some money to my relative[20+ de gal] and ask her brin mi out buy stuff.lol.at first i am lyk..no..i wunt buy anithin at all..and i spend almost finish all de money in just i duno how short de time..lol..i think i can understand why my mummi dun let mi go shoppin tis holiday le.lol
2.twilight is out to watch online!!!=]!!haha.i just start.tryin to load on web[super slow].and download de movie to watch[quite slow].lol.i see which finish first watch which lo.haha.
~~mike is cute!
~~bella is chio!
~~edward is...vampirish!
haha.guys.go watch in cinema.nice show!or u dun wan spend money.can watch online.on.http://www.watch-movies.net/.haha.and..madagascar 2 is super funni too!can watch on tat web also.haha.jiaying.203 de.was de one tat tell mi de web tis yr duno when.haha.nice web.can watch alot show for free tat haven even show in cinema yet.haha
3.i just manage to crack my psp and dl games[lol.not i crack one.brin to shop de]lol.then i got DJmax.ver 2.lol.first..i duno how to save.i play till stage 3 coz brain too lag then cannot pass.then i hav to start from stage one again..haizz...de keys...fly pass so fast..how i press ma..T^T
4....i dun lyk science.tis is not random.coz last nite my fd ask mi help his science fair project de experiment.lol.i search till damn sian diao la.then he choosy pig.this cannot tat cannot...i wan bang wall le la.though i hav a feel tat he usin mi.but..nvm la..just help as a fd lo.mayb he rlly needs help?lol.hu noes.dun care.i help finish le..help till 2am last nite[can sae it is mornin le..very super earli de mornin.lol]=.=...but okay la.i didnt work alone.he got do his part too ma..i think.lol
5..nth nth nth le..why life get abit so sian sian de sia..

prince....?-0-

2008-11-20T15:03:00.000+08:00

hola!hahas.it has been long since i post?[mayb not very long.lol.]
life's been gettin abit sian till i duno wad to post le.or..mayb not tat sian.got thin happen la.small stuff.mayb is i sian dun wan post.haha.=p
eh...i'll just try my best to briefly sae some of it ba.
1.i dun feel lyk 主动tokin to some ppl on msn..unless they sae hi.coz..[reasons kept!]lol.i am not sure if i can do it though.haha.i'll try at least^^
2.hmm..my brother[smaller.fake one.lol]he ah..and his galfd.haiz..duno how to sae them.then coz i am his sister..alot of things ask mi.not tat i mind.but i realli scare i giv wrong advice sia!
3.last nite.couldnt sleep.listenin to mp3..lol.got nice songs i just dl.listen most de last nite is..一句话by卓文萱.lol.it's nicee..haha
4.i dun lyk cold!i lyk winter.becoz i lyk snow onli.but i dun lyk de cold..need wear all de thick thick clothes.then so round i feel lyk boin-in on de floor le la...lol.i miss sg!!i wan go back sia..[y i feel lyk abit betray hk de leh?]lyk..all de ppl tat go out of their country to studi wan go back hk..except mi..lol.[but they onli go out first yr ma..and they very big le then go de..i 5 go le leh..got sense got sense]..lol.i wish..um...sg can snow without goin cold.[lol.abit ridiculous.haha]
5.i dun lyk another thin.hospital.i dun lyk it.dun lyk dun lyk will nvr lyk it.=.=!!
6.i love my poodle!!wheeeeeees!!haha.he bathe finish so white la.cute cute..wahaha.but..he damn bad la.wunt stay still for mi to take a nice pic..tsk tsk..naughty..cant help it..he is a very hyper dog.haha.still young.full of energy.haha.i love love super love de way he walk.super cute la.not lyk normal de breed one..is abit jumpy jumpy de.aiya.dunno how to say la.just super super cute!!got chance.go see how poodle walk.i duno if issit all walk lyk my dog.but seriousli.my dog walk super cute!!!=D!!

te amo!

2008-11-14T16:47:00.000+08:00

ahhhhh..very bored ah!!sian sian
lol.i play audi and knew 2 new fd.
both at australia.lol.one is hk de!whees..then another one is china de.haha.the hk one homestay at de china one de house.coz he under 18.lol.haha.
lol..i am realli bored!!
lol.de hk one is a bloody genius.he dunnid studi can score well lyk siao..n he now uni while he's onli 17...skipped grade...haiz..so good de
bored...bored.
i am a jie of a sec 1 boi.then he now in a relationship.then everythin also ask mi..*bang wall*i scare i giv wrong advice la
bored ahh..
i totalli dun feel lyk eatin here..not lyk mi rite?haha.i noe too..

wheees..te amo.

2008-11-13T13:18:00.000+08:00

lol.eh..since i last post.kaes.
i am basicalli.quite healthy.after my hospital check up.i just abit lack of blood and lack of anti-virus duno wad and heartbeat not constant.but all small prob.so.i am healthy.whees.
i went to did a tiny surgery ytd.to cut off a bump on my leg.whee.i am brave!*clap clap*haha.it is small coz i nvr stay at hospital after surgery.so it's small surgery.haha.then.de stupid numb needle most pain.long since i ever cried out le.lol.it realli bloody hurts k.de pain still haunt mi now la.sian sian.though is numb my leg le.but durin surgery.i still can feel abit pain.and sometimes.pain.lol.but..i am fine now le.it just pained all de way till i fall asleep.i wake up okay le.haha.*clap clap*yea.i am brave!!!BRAVE ME!woots!lol.my dog very cute can clever la.i ytd.at home le.after surgery.then de numb thin go away le.then i start feel damn hell pain.lol.then i cried out loud.not important.my dog cried with mi!!!lol!!cute rite!!haha.so...cute.haha.then when he got released from his cage.he jumped onto my bed and lick my tears.haha.cute.then his fur very ticklish on my neck.then i laughed.haha.then.he slept beside mi^^realli glad i had him beside.or not i duno how am i ever gonna survive ytd.lol.big round of clap for my poodle!!haha
~dream~
then my dream last nite.at first not nice.coz i got haunt by de whole process.then better le.haha.jingyi and audrey enter my dream.haha.we ride bike watchin shuai ge.de bike dream dream quite alot time b4.it is not normal ride bike.it's lyk..dark.lyk underground carpark.then hav alot up and down.and it's lyk bike race lyk tat.then de bike is all damn thin de.then when go up stairs.lyk everyone will squeeze lyk siao.then de endin pt is at a tunnel.but ytd de endin pt abit diff.hav lyk halloween ghost thingy.then i very scared.then i hug jingyi.then i rmb a guy was thr.one fd.i forget who le.then he keep scarin mi=.=!then i close my eyes.then ganna haunt by pain.then.suddenli i feel lyk rollar coaster de drop de feelin.then i land.still holdin tight to jingyi.haha.then we meet audrey.then we thr chat with all de other shuai shuai ge tat also ride de bike just now.lol.then mi and jingyi left first.we sit bus.with our class.to theme park.lol.then i duno we go theme park is watch wad show or sit wad ride de.then got one part is after lunch at theme park.juan jun duno go take my wad[bullly!].then mi and jingyi go catch him together.lol.i rmb run lyk siao.then got one part is i very easili climbed a glass panel.lyk.u noe those tat prevent ppl from fallin de glass panel at shoppin centre.i at floor one.then i jump.hit glass panel once.jump another time.i reach second floor le eh!!cool rite.haha.i got super power!wheeeeees.jingyi also hav.haha.

2008-11-10T21:11:00.000+08:00

lol.today nth special
so..pic post.lol.last time de.i just see when goin through my memory card.so.load lo

erm.tis is at korea watch volcano show de thr.i suddenli realize de water very nice

lol.this is at one of de hotels de garden.de 'lake'have swan boats.whr lovers ride.haha.romance sia

candy.castus taffy?i forgot name.brought one pack with alot small pack.for u all.but each person cunt get alot i think.coz hav too mani ppl..sorri

haha.so mani bread.tis is at our church.de children church.de room thr.lol.their food.haha

lol.my cousin.at sg.at our house.lol.i noe.alot snoopy.still hav more.and de cupboard above him.full of..erm..decoration stuff.haha.my aunt[small].lol.ii grow up le house also will hav alot ba.haha.except not snoopy.lol.he cute la.so small noe alot pose le.but his character not gd.bossy..etc etc

cute kuala i saw at zoo in june.it just stays at tat postiton for a very long time eh.i still tot it fake

my loveli mix breed poodle i own last time.

but..it's not here animore.it got sickness.and went to heaven

lol.my photo skill very pro rite.i took it last yr sprin at sentosa de flower thingy

erm..tis is p6.tat time i went snow mountain.

2008-11-09T20:35:00.000+08:00

lol.basicalli..my life gets abit soo sian tat i hav almost nth to post.
well.my popo de feet got injured.thr's a crack in her..erm..softbone at de..erm..ankle i think.i didnt went hospital with her.i stayed at home to watch house.lol.so..she cunt walk for...1 months.plus.lol.then erm...well..when she fell..i quite erm..hav no idea at all wad to do or say or wad.my mind went blank.it's not tat i dun wan to care for her.but i realli..nvm.dun wanna talk bout it
things i learn today

1.there is a place called Y in france
2.there is a country called christmas
3.in a ancient greece.idiot means private citizens
4.feo cerdo=ugly pig [spannish]
5.saukerl=pig [german]
6.tu tambien=u too[spanish]
7.tu es muy estupida=you are very stupid [spanish]
8.a goldfish has a memory lifespan of 3 sec
9.a leather shoe has enough nutrients to last a person 7 days
10.cats hav btr hearin than dogs
11.there are radio stations in egypt entirely devoted to flood warning
12.tallest sand dunes in the world can bury the eiffle tower
13.US produces 19% of world's rubbish
14.half e peanuts grown in america are made into peanut butter
15.sighin decreases ur lifespan

lol.de facts and german is learn from amanda de.then de spanish is learn from another fd of mine de.haha.
lame rite.lol.i cunt help it.i goin to bore to death le la

te amo.
te echo de menos.

2008-11-06T22:16:00.000+08:00

why must i try to forget sth i noe i can onli forget if i am dead
so
i am not gonna forget it
it will be a story
a wonderful fairytale of my own
tat will nvr happen to mi again
since
stories
cunt be forgotten
with my super power memory.haha
then
i shall bury it in de deepest corner of my heart
when i have no story to read
tis isint a bad tale
to make mi sleep
better than cinderella

2008-11-06T14:46:00.001+08:00

haha!my dog sleep talks eh!cute la!

~sleepin~
poodle: wruf!
poodle:rrr...wruf!

haha.so funni rite!he dreamin.hahas.so cute.duno wad he dreamin of leh?must be my strong poodle fightin a big bad wolf.HAHAHA.and my poodle will win^-^

2008-11-04T12:49:00.000+08:00

lol..ytd nite done my 5 days korea post..now..my day 5 nite.at hk.lol.de stupid fat fat guy come and fetch mi and my mummi at hk.lol.i dunt mind.coz alot lagguage ma.then he got car.so..fetch fetch lo.i just listen to my songs and have no idea of wad ther are tokin or wad so ever.then..we reach our house.he helped us take us lagguage to our home.which means he got into our house.ass him.then.he went toilet.talk for awhile.and then he ask mi say goodbye.i just mereli waved my hands.then he stick his stupid fat palm out and ask mi shake.yea.not even in his dream tat i am gonna shake it!i told him dunt want.haha.then he not happi and keep his hand back.then i feel lyk walkin into de toilet.and he headed for de door.one second after i walk into de toilet.i walk out of it.and then!!!i saw tat bloody idiotic fatty asshole tat sux to de core of de most most core,kissin my mother!!wad de hell.even if onli forehead onli.!but!he is a father of two kids.my mummi is a mother of one girl!which is in de house!!!lol.knowin tat i am in de house.no matter i goin toilet or not.he should just keep his stupid fatty lips to himself.lol.damn him la.i nvr sae anithin last time than now more courageous le huh?!!!mayb nxt time he will diu o lou mou infront of mi la!!idiot stupid fatty asshole!!!!!!!

[sorri for all de rude words use.i am just seriousli angri]

then..i took my flight to china nxt mornin.lol[since hol start.i take 6 flights le.siao la]i have to go china coz..
1.my mother side de dunno which one de child first yr celebration.then i am supposed to go.
2.my mummi and daddi told mi tat they hav some stuff to settle in hk[which obviousli i cannot noe]therefore.they send mi to china.to stay at de house thr.with my popo and gong gong and my loveli poodle.so i can be taken care of.
therefore.here i amm in china.lol.my dog damn cute can!!u noe after i go out of de gate and saw him.he nvr recognize mi.coz i tied my hair up.then he refuse to let mi carri also..lol.then i at first quite sad la.but nvm.i gave him back to my popo and got onto de car de front seat.then he sit behind.then on our way home.due to de cold weather.i sneeze twice.and then.my lovelii poodle rmb who i am le.he start movin bout in de back seat.and wanted to come infront.then he start whinnin.then my popo cunt keep him stable.so.she hand him over to mi le.then once reachin mi.my dog stole my first kiss again..T^T..haha..then from then on.he went back to last time lyk tat.followin mi everywhr i go.even if i play com.he lay below my table.lol.seriousli.he follows everywhr.haha.cute him^-^

2008-11-03T22:13:00.000+08:00

~day 5~

lol.my last day.at korea.earli mornin.my mummi sort our all de money.she took those tat we need for lunch.and others.and de leftover she all give mi.sae i use finish no more le.lol.then we went eat breakfast.i didnt ate alot.coz..my stomach realli realli hurts.lol.i ate medicine though.and milk.then i sit thr watch ppl eat till i feel lyk pukin.so i went outside.and see de small gifts.lol.then at first i gonna buy de uncle shop one.then my mummi come out and try to argue price.she wants 4000 won.but de uncle wan 5000.then.two jie jie came down.and wan 4000 too.and then.they walk to de auntie de shop.and asked if can.then they shout at us tat the auntie let 4000..then my mummi pulled mi thr.and de uncle damn damn not happi.lol.then we go thr le.then found out de jie jie were lookin at diff de thin.and those can 4000 but mine still is 5000.lol.i feel damn damn damn very very very sorri for de uncle la!!i realli not purposli dun wan buy from him de..sorri uncle!!!realli..then we went to bus.then ahpaul and billy[our photographer.who has been showin care to mi alot.haha.coz i am de onli kid].they standin thr.then coz last day le.so took a pic together.white shirt is ahpaul.brown one is billy.billy is korean de

then we went.水晶城 tat sell purple de 水晶.lol.my mummi use my money bought 3 handphone straps=.=..then use her own to buy one pair of ear rings for my popo as birthday present.lol.

then we went another street.for shoppin again!haha.then de most famous and nice thin is tat!32 cm ice cream!!!!cool eh..damn nice also la.haha.though i alr very cold.but i still bought one.haha..yummi yummi

then..shop shop.bought two pair of shoes.and i went abit bankrupt le.then walk back to a shop i saw just now tat sells 明星 de all tat.and i bought some for cuiling and june.then end up not enough money.haha.then got 10000 won from mummi to pay some.then we go eat barbeque for lunch.those real korean barbeque de.haha.nice!then when we walk back to bus and found we earli.my mummi brin mi to nearby and walk again.then i saw tis box of pen.quite nice.with dbsk de looks[for cl and j]then..i tot it will be nice to buy.coz it quite nice ma.and can use also..so i took another 10000 won from my mummi to buy.haha.then she sae she should not have bought mi thr.haha.

then we sit bus to tis supermarket.that sell stuff to visitors.and they can help u pack afterwards.lol.i bought some seaweed.6 packs.then..maggie.and one box of biscuit.then my mother took 5 sets of chopstick and spoon.lol.extra two sets for free.then we went to pack.then we need go up our bus to take our things down for packin too.so..my mummi left first..and i nvr run!i just try to not push to door and get out through wad she left behind.then who noes de floor outside de door so slippery one!and then......i fell..T^T.lucki i wear jeans.so i duno wad happen to my legs.lol.beside de slippery floor[which is very small part onli]is one whole of those road de floor.which is lyk..rocky?lol..i fell hard.didnt slide or wad.then.at first quite pain.after awhile.nth le.all de way till i go airport thr have toilet.then i found out tat my legs de skin..sort of abit.gone le.not those big big patch de la.just small one.lol.not pain.till at nite..i wan to sleep le.then accidentali lie on tat side.then start to pain..haiz.i didnt manage to end tat trip perfectli..haiz..

oh yea.bout my tour group.everyone end up friendli and nice.i manage to noe all of them except for a big group of ten ppl tat came from shanghai and onli played among their own grp.lol.misses korea.haha.

2008-11-03T21:23:00.000+08:00

~day 4~

lol.i forgot wake up wad time le.then.erm.we went..de government de duno wad place.to see de government house from outside.then got a phoneix.ahpaul got tok bout de hist all tat.but i fell asleep.lol.he loves to tok bout hist.and everytime he start.i fell asleep.[not purposli one!!just lyk durin lessons.u just sleep=.=]i lyk de tree de leaves in korea at tis time.quite nice la.haha.

then..today..after de government house thingy.we went to see de 人参 shop.obviiousli.they wan us to buy.lol.my mummi nvr buy ani.coz i dun lyk de taste of it.seriousli..it dun taste nice at all can!lol.sor to those tat lyk drinkin it.i just dun lyk.

then went to 冬虫夏草 cum 化妆品 shop.lol..de冬虫夏草 rite.is realli once a insect eh.then de pores from mushroom land on the insect.and as insects are cold blooded.the pores tot it is tree.so.it went to inside of de insect bodi and start growin.and then.a mushroom will take de nutrients from de insect.and de insect die.blah blah blah.lol.abit disgustin.i cunt imagine eatin insect.lol.i didnt buy ani.then my mummi so totalli buy de mask at de 化妆品 shop.she bought de most of all ppl.lyk 2 whole bag?lol.siao la her.

lunch.bimbimbap again.with a very yummi soup.lol.i ate bimbimbap for alot of meals le.and most of thier meals is rice.and their side dish alwaes have kimichi.which i quite lyk.haha

then..we went..东大门 shoppin!yea.haha.i nvr buy alot la.i very good gal one.plus alot winter clothes.so i also nvr buy alot.let's see.i bought

1.long sleeve hoodie

2.jeans skirt

3. white short

4.belt

5.jacket

6.2 t-shirts

7.skirt

8.bag

9.socks

lol..i dun think hav ani le.yup.then we go another place for more shoppin.lol.then outside one shoppin mall.thr is tis perfomance goin on.then i go tt time de b-boy just finish dancin.but.nvm!another group of dancers came out!and they all kids!so damn seriousli cute la!they dance hip hop.then de girls still do waves and dance hot dance la.woots!hot and cute.haha.nvr took ani pic.no chance.plus.with de dark sky.my suckin camera wunt be able to capture anithin

then...nxt stop!!casino!!!lol..i am not allowed to enter..sian la!!no fair!!under 19 cannot go..che!!then my mummi brin mi shop in tat buildin lo..duty free shops..i didnt buy anithin..while mummi bought化妆品again...haiz...she pro la her..i bored to hell le..then legs also damn tired.and pain.haiz..then they play casino for i forgot how long..torture for mi!!

finalli.we can go back to sleep!yeah!!love sleep!o yea.i forgot to tell bout my dream.my day 1 de dream.haha.de dream quite weird la.at first is mi and jingyi.we lookin everywhr for bookreview.on de street.coz blim ask us hand in nxt day[sorr jingyi i pulled u into tis dream.haha]then we duno whr find le.then we went to look everywhr for photocopi shop.and de scene changed into those olden days de street le.then we found one very old uncle.that helo us photocopi.then de way of photocopi damn cute la.it's lyk u noe those waffle make de machine?.except tat in my dream dun have all those checkered pattern.then on de below side is de original piece of paper.then on the other side is a blank piece.then de old uncle just close together.and then i saw smoke around it.then he open it back.then we have our photocopied piece of bookreview!haha.then..we take de bookreview back.then we met mr tan.then we go up bus with him.then saw de whole bus is our class de ppl.then we are lyk normal mr tan lesson de behaviour.de bois funni as usual.then at last.when it's time to say goodbye.i went all emo..lol.then i start cryin.then de bus soon start floodin[ridiculous eh.haha.it's dream.my dreams are alwaes weird]then mr tan ask everyone to go off de bus.then they lock it.they give mi tt type of pitiful de look.then they abandon mi!!.then i start cryin even more.till it flood to my knees le.then.my mummi woke mi up.haha.weird dreams tat i rmb so clearli.haha

2008-11-03T20:19:00.000+08:00

~day 3~
wake up abit later than past 2 days.then sat airplane back to seoul.then went to kimichi school.whr we learn how to make kimichi and we can try on de korea traditional clothes for photo takin.lol.i nvr eat de kimichi i make.coz i duno wad it will taste lyk.haha.but..i make it de slowest of all ppl.i just dun lyk de feel of spreadin de kimichi sauce on de cabbage usin my hands...lol.and when tryin de traditional clothes.i dun lyk wearin de hat.coz i dun lyk.and de clothes make mi look fat..coz it's abit pao pao de.haha

then we went to hav lunch.lol.i didnt realli eat alot.coz.first.i stomach pain.second.i hav make up my mind to try de rollar coaster ltr.so i scared i eat ltr will puke.so i dun eat.haha

...scared+scared+very scared..on my way to everland theme park le.whr de rollar coaster will be.i hav alr agreed with de two other jie jie to sit it.so.no turnin back-0-!scary sia.then..after awhile.i make up my mind.it's just a stupid very high and steep rollar coaster.even though it is my first time sitin one.wunt die one la[unless i fly out of it.which isint very possible]..so..i shouldnt be scared.as a daughter of all man.i must be strong.yes.so i went to sit at de theme park.[lol..while quein up.my legs are seriousli shakin..shakin.and i went back to sayin my exam not scared phrase:我不怕，我不是人.repeat n repeat]lol.then when..it's finalli de ride..lol..de two jie jie tell mi to close my eyes and scream as loud as possible.and then..when de ride slowli went up..and stop for awhile..i tot..tis issit.i am gonna die.i am goin to scream.i was lyk countin one two three.when de ride start movin.and then i found out tat..it has go de big big fall yet..so..even more scared..lol...de first fall.world's highest indication of 77 degree.lol.i scream till half way through de fall i no voice le.then my stomach have tis very weird de feel.and i serioulsi feel lyk fallin out of the ride.lol.but after tat.i felt okay le.i just continue scream and scream.and i see nth.coz i keep my eyes close.thinkin thr will be another nig fall.but..when de ride stop.and i open my eye.instead of a top top view.it's de view of de station.so..phew!!it's excitin.thrill.fun.haha.yeah!!i am a brave brave gal.and i am sooo proud of myself yea!i tell u all.i damn pro de can.u noe de ride rite.

1.greatest indication of the world 77 degree

2.national greatest height 56m

3.national fastest speed 104km/h

4.national longest line 1,641m

whees!!and i sit finish nth happen to mi can!!i nvr puke or feel uncomfortable or wad.hahah!!yeah!!HAHA.proud la!

then went to have dinner.chicken chop.then went to souveneir shop and bought some stuff.and a present for my daddi[mr tan] de daughter.haha.

candyhouse:

then went to de haunted mansion.coz it is halloween.but it damn not scary can.u just sit on a car.and hold de gun.then u just shoot de green light.and de object with tat green light will move or wad..overall..not scary=.=..[wah..i feel so brave^-^]

then went to watch moonlight parade.not bad.very shiny.haha.then watch finish la.as it was late nite.and i was high up at de mountain.i felt freezin freakin cold!my hands is lyk..totalli cold till no feelin le.numb.it's lyk ice liao la.T^T..cold cold very cold.everyone was cold!!cold till i cunt even smile properli la.

lol..then sat bus back to hotel..even on de bus..it's kinda cold.mayb coz i not use to it ba.haha.

2008-11-03T17:29:00.000+08:00

~ day 2 ~
earli mornin...wake up..late nite sleep..then.we went to see龙头岩and de real土地公and土地婆.but.i dun feel lyk de rock look lyk dragon head la..u all can see.2nd pic.and.coz jeju is volcano island.their rocks.[at de seaside one]is black in color.and very rocky.

then..we went to de volcano![dead=.=.]haha.i climb it!!i climed!!de high high mountain!!HAHA!!i climbed all de way to de top.and saw de mouth of de volcano[a field of grass-0-but i saw a rabit!!on the top.a fat grey rabit.haha.cute cute!my mummi gave up climbin half wae.but.de strong gal climbed all de way up.alone:D!yeah.then saw my tour de leader up thr.so we climbed down together.[she is called jacky.a woman.jacky><]haha.then after i climb down.i went to their shop.sellin chocolate!!jeju's famous chocolate.called..erm..cactis sth sth de chocolate.haha.haven eat yet.bought extra back to brin to sg.and to giv^-^[haha]

nxt stop:fruit farm!.de current season food is orange?haha.each person is allowed to pluck two orange.for free=]haha.wah..de orange farm.realli..is all green and orange de.and their trees are all near each other.bad point is!!got mosquito!!!!lol.hha..lucki.coz i all wraped up.so.nvr ganna bite.phew.

then we went to the traditional houses of jeju.then de village head de wife.damn funni la.abit sick sometimes though.haha.then she very bias towards males la!u noe.their village de 'job' is to collect honey.therefore.go thr they will promote their honey.haha.then while promotin.the woman will feed de man one spoon of honey.while she will just pass de spoon to de females=.=..bias rite!!then female ask for more cannot.males can eh!but..she's make everyone laugh alot.haha.and she call our tourguide black pig.their village has one too.haha.de ah chi ma.[meanin woman.married or not.i not sure in korea.i duno how to spell though]she have 5 kids!!everyone went woah.and clapped hands for her.haha.woman[last time one]in jeju very cam one la.have to work all day.while de males do nth one la!lazy pigs!then de woman have to carry de heavy water from river and sea.and still have to get food from sea also.while de stupid guys just lie in bed and sleep=.=!then..therefore.de woman all small small size de.coz carry de water thin very heavy.

then we went to have our lunch.bbq black pig meat.haha.damn nice.of coz.it is not de black pig we saw just now.just now tat one is a lucki village pet.haha.under protection de.haha.the meal nice nice!yummi.we wrap de meat in vegetable to reduce de fats.[i duno how.they sae one]lol.overall.yummi.then tat restuarant tat time also have another tour grp.from sg one.haha.so qiao la.i nvr go speak to ani of them.i not tat siao yet.haha.then i meet these two very nice jie jie.who studi in australia.they went taiwan.and then korea.haha.

then we went to a i duno wad place.it's just lyk small hill.seaside one.ahpaul sae one of de very famous movie got shoot there.but de house ganna blown away durin one storm.lol.then tat place i saw alot korean students.no chio bu and shuai ge.lol.haha.reali.at least i dun feel got ani.lol.i got see sth in their face de la!guys rite.their eyes usualli is go down de.then girls.their eyes usuali is go up de.and both guys and girls de eyes very small.lol.got a church there.not very big.but quite nice la.

then we went to see waterfall.it's at seaside de.usualli waterfall is by de river one rite.tis one is by sea.haha.de flow of water not very big.then beside.at de rock all thr.have a small grp of ppl[mostli children]stackin up rocks.[pebbles]i try stackin too..but it just cunt go higher than 4..so..i decide not to stack animore..coz others de all so tall la..sobx.they say de higher u stack.de btr.lol

nxt.we went tis seaside place again.tis time to see de rocks below.coz it's very special.u all can see in de pic.tat time.it's goin nite le.and i abit tired.so..i nvr see much or wadever.therefore.nth to tok bout it.haha.ps

then we ate...erm..pork i think.cook in a big pot lyk steam boat lyk tat.then each person hav one bowl of bimbimbap.lol.overall.de meal not bad la
after dinner.we went to a very nice hotel.to see a very super lame de volacano erupt show.basaicalli.u just see a few fire balls.then have a dragon 'fight' with a monster tat appear from light shinin at de water.blah blah.de dragon is sort of lyk de protector of de volcano mountain.so..obviousli.de good wins in de end.lol.i seriousli tot it was lame.i drank a cup of coffee thr.they sae nice.then end up i cunt sleep at

nite.haiz.T^T

2008-11-03T16:41:00.000+08:00

~ day 1 ~

whees..de first part at de hot spring u all noe liao la.haha.i didnt go.haha.bet tat no one around tis age dares to go afterall.hehe.then..yup.it's freakin freakin cold!!lol.i got flu straight away.first day..T^T..lol.but ate medicine and i am all well le.haha.

then.we went to de.erm..a prince de palace.haha.then i saw tis group of very cute children.in traditional clothes.at thier 'school'.it's a place for them to learn.erm..礼仪.haha.the palace not tat big la.[it's those china de type de palace.but.alot smaller]haha.and thier doors all tat.damn short also la.haha!!!

then..we sit plane from seoul to jeju[a good place for honeymoon.my tourguide.ahpaul.say so]it's quite erm..greeny?.lol.then..tat time..erm..late afternoon le.we went to see.erm.土地公and土地婆.haha.not bad la.de cute version.then de road.is damn weird la.it's lyk..got ghost lyk tat.the bus oh.dunnid on the engine.can move itself one leh.and it is go up hill somemore!scary rite!!.lol.then i ate a hotdog!damn damn nice!is thick thick one.then they deep fry it.then will hav cuts come out on de hotdog.then add tomato sauce.in de cold weather..waa!!damn nice la!

lol..they damn torturin la.our flight is lyk 00.05 am de.then we nvr sleep all tat.then lyk 8pm still ask us go museum see history=.=..then see finish then can eat..haiz...first dinner.seafood.=]haha.very big.alot food.though de amt of each type is little.but over all.alot.haha.then de most..erm.exctin part is tt.they let u eat raw octupus de leg.tat is is alive=.=.and movin!!..lol!!damn...disgustin la.basicalli.they just take de small octupus out of de water.alive.then de cook will hold it's head.then.take it to those tat dare to try.put one leg into tt person's mouth.and it is still movin~~~!!and.take a photo.and.just use a scissor.and just cut de leg off eh!!cruel rite><..haiz..of coz.with my kind heart.i didn try it[part of mi.little part.was scared]

then..after dinner..hotel.sleep=].finalli!end of day one le=]

2008-10-28T07:10:00.000+08:00

heys ppl!!i am currentli at korea.seoul i think.a spa place.i just got off my flight not long ago.korea is one hour faster than hk[which also means sg].lol..it's freakin cold here!!T^T9 degree celcius..lol.if i didnt return o sg in jan..it probabli mean i freaze to death in korea.haha.not tat exageratin yet la.haha.but..this spa place..u get to pao wen quan.but!!condition is tat u hav to be naked!!lol.and u share the place with other.the min u enter de locker rm.u strip infront of everyone and then u go to the hot thingy.lol.i will rather die than to do tat.so.lucki.they hav a second storey.a place for ppl to sleep.i guess some of u all watch it on shows all tat.yup.basicalli.u hav to rent their clothes.i duno how much.not realli exp.and then.u just find ani place on de floor.and u sleep.=]simple.the floor beneth duno hav wad.it's hot!.so...ppl sleep thr.warm and cosy.[kaes..mayb not cosy.coz de floor is hard.and not warm.it's hot=.=]lol.i couldnt sleep.so i was turnin round when sth catch my eye.de word called 'INTERNET'.cool.so here i am.usin de internet.[not for free]haha.no one is online.coz it's earli.so i am all alone[sort of.haha.]my group.wasnt wad i expect totalli.yup..it was all made up of middle aged..at least grown ups.no teenage or child at all[coz it is still school in hk]..lol.so far.i noe nobody.and didnt tok to anione yet.weird.mayb i will get to noe some of them in my followin 5 days.haha.but i dun think i will hav another chance of postin in korea.i mean.u dunt get internet for use everywhr ba.duno.haha.i feel fat in korea.coz i am all wraped up.haha.
anws.bout my previous post bout de guy.yeah.i can see from u all de tag..even if i dunnid see.i noe.strongly disapproval.haha.i dunt approve myself either.so..let's say.i cannot let cuiling down with her trust in my self control.haha.so.i duno.i guess.it's just some..erm..wrong idea and feelings or wad so ever.duno.yup.ppl.dunt worri la.i believe i wunt let myself do sth stupid yet.i still hav my brain with mi^-^.and.nth will happen.coz we are just friends.he treat mi as friends onli after all.haha.so.dunt worri ppl.nth will happen.but..after all the mixture of feelings all tat.haizz..i came up with a few theory.and they conflict each other.dun feel lyk sayin.although i dun feel lyk 'touching' love again.but i am sure i still will.in future.but if i realli can control and realli realli hav so called a choice.my choice is...k..i duno my choice.basicalli.to me.love is lyk chocolate.it's sweet.i noe it will harm me.but i still eat it becoz it's sweet.it's bitter.healthier for mi.but.even though it is bitter..eatin it giv me another feelin.which i also enjoy.lol.makes no sense rite.haha.it conflicts.wadever.but..love is realli chocolate.haha.yummy.but not healthy.enjoyable.but still not healthy.wadever.haha.

2008-10-24T00:01:00.000+08:00

lol..since ytd nite..i have been in tis..erm..confused.stupid.yet sweet in a sense de feelin.lol..wad make mi feel so weird.i noe.but i wish i didnt feel tis way towards tat matter.it has been long isnce we realli talked.not bout our past animore.but bout now.[kaes..not long..i tok with him on sunday]but tis time.it felt alot closer..lol.mayb it's just de stupid dumbo mi feelin it tat way.[lol.it's not his fault.i am not sayin he is bad or wad..i can see he hav changed.de way he speak to mi is not so jerk animore.]mayb he's just loneli and need someone to tok to.wadever.but..no><..shit.i think 0.1%is increasin now..haiz..it has been so so so long.since his face appeared in my head again.since we broke.everytime tat happens.it's a painful thin.but.tis time.however weird.coz i said i let go.i smiled.i smiled durin de whole tok.my heart skipped a beat when the chat box bar went orange.lol.i shouldnt care bout him at all can.but.i did sth very stupid.for his future.i bet with him 5000US $ for him to get to form 3 by first try in NY..lol.i noe he repeated sec 2 in hk..so..i hope he can pass tis time.it'll giv him a btr future.he is a guy after all.he cunt depend on anione when he grow up wad..not ly gals.at least find a rich guy can le ma..haiz..duno la.hope he realli will pass ba.><.tis is ridiculous..i need to slap myself awake.i cunt!i cannot ever allow myself to fall back into tat stupid hole and come out of it hurt again..no i cunt><..lol..nononono..illusion.he didnt realli say much or wad.lol>

1st.he is loneli
2nd.we hav a bet worth 5000 US

3rd..erm...[think.]hmm...ahhja..i cunt manage to think towards de bad pt

i have to stop thinkin.but i cunt!no matter wad..everythin relates to thr.imagination starts to go all wild and mad again..oh shit..i gotta control.needa pickk myself up..cunt let tis happen to me.nononono..rachellee.listen..look.wadever.it is over.you and him.it's long long over.and it's nvr gonna be possible again.no way.u and him..u all can justbe friends..friends..just normal friends.when u get back to sg.u cunt tok with him aniway wad.wad's de point?!preciseli.no point at all!!smack smack smack!!slap slap slap!!now..my mood can be described by another song..not mood.just tis song fit.i duno bout de guy part.if de guy part is my part.yup.de whole song fit.

合:分手后一分钟便有后悔声音

合:能伤我最深的人应得我心

邓:应该漠不关心然而还着紧

方:当揽紧他人想起跟你热吻

合:爱过太深原来身体会疑问

合:再没法可适应别人

合:愿醉掉了能容许你怜悯

*[chorus]*

方:早知不应试爱 邓:未放开

方:便节哀邓:有情人

合:日日夜夜同分开感慨

方:避开邓:愿你改方:一个邓:小小意外

方:未悔恨我未会至不散不爱

方:心邓:说放开方:未放开 邓:雨骤来

合:才能提示真爱是确实存在

合:爱满分竟是换来痛念满分

合:可否错一次以后一直爱

合:分手后天天都是最重要牺牲

合:皮肤有你的指纹刻得太深

邓:应该漠不关心然而还着紧
方:当揽紧他人想起跟你热吻
合:爱过太深原来身体会疑问
合:再没法可适应别人
合:愿醉掉了能容许你怜悯

repeat *[chorus]*x2

lol.i nvr put tis song up.coz.got some part abit weird weird de

tis song is called 十分.爱

by 鄧麗欣 and 方力申

lol..tis is stupid.i miss u><.i miss us.but.i noe.we cunt be.sorri.i failed myself again...

2008-10-22T23:17:00.001+08:00

haha!!my ipod fixed itself.muahaha.lyk owner.super recovery skill^-^.yea.
missin u all lyk siao
missin my loveli poodle la

2008-10-22T17:05:00.000+08:00

lol..i dunt realli feel lyk doin anithin now.not in a good mood.nope nope..why..lol.thr's reason this time for my sudden change of mood

1.thr's tis bunch of ******* in our class.tat bullied my fd ytd.lol.yea i am pissed off by tat.they have nth btr to do k.and one of them stil dare chao.chao chao chao.lol.if not i not in good mood and lazy waste my typin effort.let's see who will cry in de end la!aghs.make mi angry lyk shit.seriousli la.ppl hav their own privacy.if u noe no shit.leave ppl alone.lol.think u so pro go be 狗仔队 la.can earn u money somemore.lol..
2.i just spoiled my bloody ipod=.=!!idiot rite.lol.basicalli.i didnt spoil it.it was connected to de computer.and my dad's office just suddenli no more electricity.so.de com shut.without mi removin my ipod first.i couldnt help it!!who noes tat thr's a blackout comin.idiot.then now my ipod is jammed=.=i cunt find ani reset button also.why cunt they just hav a reset button?!!i look at my psp.also dunt hav reset buttonso i guess they just wan us to pay money tobrin it thr for them to fix rite.lol.stupid.now my dad is thinkin it's my fault...=.=..lol.kaes.i noe stuff spoil fast...wadever.y dunt u just kill me.my sister.de good good loveli girl can giv u money nxt time afterall.she's smart.good.blah blah blah.u dun need mi k
3.k..thr's no more 3rd reson.i am just pissed..angri..lol..diao diao diao!!!

2008-10-22T01:34:00.000+08:00

lol..it is now currentli 1.34 am.lol.i am feelin..sleepy.abit.but cunt sleep yet.coz hair still wet after my shower.than i also duno whr my daddi put his hairdaryer[lol..i lazy find also]daddi's got work..haiz..alone.again.lol.nvm.cunt blame him.i contribuited to usin his money also afterall. at least he not bad la.bought mi alot dessert[cakes.pudding.etc^-^]haha.lol.today...nth special eh..wad can possibly happened when i stayed at home one whole day and onli went out for one dinner.lol
1.lol..my dad has a very elastic chair..lol.i nvr tot a chair can bend tat backwards la!lol..i did sth stupid.but!it's pure accident k.i nvr ever ever tot tat one chair de back can realli bend tat much la!k..lol.i fall down.backwards.=.=..my head..lol!!but..haha.i am still clever.HAHA.dun worri ppl.i am still smart and clever rachellee.muahaha.i cunt be conquer by a stupid chair de!!
2.[lol.i did another stupid thin.i dun wan to say le.lol.ltr u all tot i real stupid all wad.tis is illusion.read nxt part and forget tis]haha.pet society[facebook] is cute la!thx jingyi for recommendin and playin with mi and teachin mi cheat ways!haha[secret.cunt be revealed.haha]my pet name is called "baa-achel".lol.no idea why i hav tat name.just random tot of it.lol.hahas.cute game.hehe
3.patapon is a cute game too![psp].lol.i just start..curentli not able to pass my 3rd mission.lol.i sure can de la.just need abit time onli.yeah!
4.my dinner is not bad la.cheese and duno wad de spagehti[lol?!!i duno how to spell!]lol.is baked de.so all de cheese melt.lol.nice yea.then i ate pudding and ice-cream as my dessert.haha.
5..lol..de end of boring today..haiz.then i shall just post de thin i wanna do long time ago le[lol.i wanted to do tis on friday nite de]..here goes.i duno why i wanna post it.lol.mayb coz it's nice.nice song.nice lyrics.mayb coz it can describe wad i feelin?lol..not sure.duno.dun wanna noe.blah blah.so tis is a song.canto one.lyrics are nice.

你突然回望我不得了 [cunt be near u]
心即刻卜卜跳 [lol.so i am controlin.slap slap!]
你未开声衷心向我示意
我行为难道太幼稚 [lol..alot ppl say i childish..wadever=.=]
还似个天真孩儿 [but..i 15 liao kaes!call jie jie la]
往日的他竟把我纵坏了 [opps>.<.yea.andres pampered mi with his fairytale love]
不紧要 [forget it la.it's over after all]
即将大了 [i am growin up!]
虽知爱侣善变 [yup..love hurts]
始终不想缺少情人为爱奉献 [but..stil..life hurts without love]
一起至最重要 [forget it la.control wad.at least..haiz.no..slap slap]
这坚决信念绝不改变 [slap]
一早到晚也对住跟你撒娇多好
可惜似我身边几多个我知道 [thr's him.thr's her]
她走进你怀抱这感觉太良好 [opps.is tat jealousy?nope way..]
充当你女伴快乐时辰我等得到 [neh.i am not waitin.dun wan]
跟好友约会通宵倾诉满足不到 [just friends issint tat bad wad..=.=]
单身太过闷很想给你去摆布 [lol..i wan back my fairytale love]
假使爱靠运数很曲折也难保 [lol..it's fate rite.yeah.cunt help]
只知争取的心总不会有限数 [bleahx.lol]
最近谣言怎黱竟听到
她追你追不到
你避开她因惊我呷著醋
很自豪
即将大了
虽知爱侣善变
始终不想缺少情人为爱奉献
一起至最重要
当真正爱人为对方改变
一早到晚也对住跟你撒娇多好
可惜似我身边几多个我知道
她走进你怀抱这感觉太良好
充当你女伴快乐时辰我等得到
跟好友约会通宵倾诉满足不到
单身太过闷很想给你去摆布
假使爱靠运数很曲折也难保
只知争取的心总不会有限数
每晚我亦对你牵挂 [lol.new replacement for wad's on my mind yea.haha]
可否来停下 [lol..]
拖拖我我未算差 [dream.not true.fake.]
一早到晚也对住跟你撒娇多好
可惜似我身边几多个我知道
她走进你怀抱这感觉太良好
充当你女伴快乐时辰我等得到
跟好友约会通宵倾诉满足不到
单身太过闷很想给你去摆布
假使爱靠运数很曲折也难保
只知争取的心总不会有限数
wu…wo… 一天你会知道 [nope.u wunt noe.haha.nope nope]

lol..this is a happy song la.not sad.lol.for ppl tat dun understand canto.basicalli.last part of the video is:
boy: miss.u okay ma?
girl is shy.><.haha
boy: miss ah.wad's ur name ah?
girl smile^-^

haha.cute rite.she was daydreamin.most of de video.then at last.haha.she still noe him le.hehe.daydream.haha.daydream...lol..><"!!

2008-10-20T10:58:00.000+08:00

'whheees'.i am back in hongkong le.my shoppin paradise.but..not enjoyin..nope nope.erm...

1.hahas.i blogged my last post in de airport.cool eh.haha.
2.when i got to my seat..[in de plane].thr's tis lady.[20 + de].wearin big white frame sunglaesses[in de plane=.=]..sitin on my window seat!than i tot nvm.so i sit beside lo.than..after awhile.a man approach us[business man tat works for a hotel.lol.i saw his.wad.power pt slides i think]than.the man tot i sit his place eh![okay.i am sittin on his place.but.tat's coz my place is taken!]..lol..end up is the lady see wrong no. 39k she saw as 36k.haiz..nvm
3.the plane is not cold!!but..after i settle for wad.15 mins?i caught flu=.=..stupid rite.than de whole ride i used bout 3 packets of tissue.siao.
4.my meal.not bad.compare to last time de rice all tat.i had potato and fish.instead of a dunno wad chicken rice thin.lol..i didnt finish it.i cunt finish a meal.i will just feel lyk pukin towards de end of it.i can finish a meal tat has alot diff food.[buffet!]lol...but de ice-cream damn nice [tt's wad i lyk bout cathay pacific.their ice-cream!other than tat.i must say tat singapore airlines is btr]..haha! haagen das[duno how to spell]lol.i got strawberry flavour!yummi yummi!!hahah
5.i reach airport[hk]than i suddenli saw a very tall woman.standin near a pot of plant.than i am ly thinkin :'cool.they got models[as in those not alive one] to decorate the airport..issit some festivals or wad'..lol..than suddenli the woman moved..lol.it scared mi.coz i tot it was a statue.lol..de waoman damn tall can!than those very very 爆炸 de curl hair.siao la.身材 also damn wonderful.lol.thann...after a while.de woman passed mi on the escalator?[those not movin upwards de.just on de ground one.no change in gradient de]lol.she wlak pass mi nvm..she is holdin hand with this guy!chinese.half a head taller than mi!while de woman is wad.1 head plus taller than him?lol!!cool rite!so..guys...girls are tall!!
6.lol..de minute my mummi saw mi and my flu..i got fed with medicine...haiz..than i lazy eat one by one.so i swallow two at one time..lol.i nearli choke myself to death.>.<~hk is hot!! 31 eh!siao la.than i nvr brin ani clothes back.and rmb the toy i got for my poodle.yeah.i left tat one in sg too=.=...
7.went shoppin with mummi..than at nite!![one of de most important event of tat day.stupid event]tis guy.my mummi's friend.called.lol.i noe tat guy.last time i go back hk he also got brin mi and mummi iout to play.i nvr suspect him coz he have two children le wad.and one baby which just born..lol.he brin mi and mummi to a shop he opened.lol.[i noe we were goin to his shop.my mummi told mi beforehand]lol..than his shop is those beside de street one.lol.nvm.first thin i saw when i wlak past his shop's de table.is a man!half naked.tryin to 分尸a cooked baby duck or chicken!!yucks yucks yucks!!than i looked at thier menu when i sit down.full of weird stuff tat i am nvr ever gonna try in my whole life.blah blah.than!!kaes.they start smokin.and guys are all half naked..[lol.!my mummi brin mi to such place eh!wad a mum.k.she smoke herself.haiz.]lol..than tis half naked guy [A] came and have a conver with my mummi's fd.[B]
A: hi.!so.who's daughter is tis
B: her's [my mummi]
A: so it's urs la!
B: no..it's her daughter
A: her daughter is ur daughter wad?
B gave A a look.lyk those shut up now u wunt see daylight one
hello?!!!!excuse mi?!!wad's tat suppose to mean.wad de hell is i am his daughter.my head la!i am lyk...wad de?!!!lol.than i so totalli leng diao my mummi le.for de rest of de nite at least[from 12am to 3 am]lol.stupid stupid!!than all of them keep smokin..lol.they wan die i dun wan die so earli eh!!and my mum noes tat i hate smoke!!!so.i took up my scarf and covered my nose.lol.all of them got shock.and abit offended.but i dun care..i am not gonna die young!
8.nxt day.shop.than met my daddi at nite.lol.he damn pro can.he agreed mi to buy a laptop.but i cannot brin tat laptop back to sg?!!wad's de use of buyin it then..i myself use all de computers or laptop he hav la.i buy for wad=.=..than he say wad my sister left a com and a laptop in sg.i nvr use mah.?lol!my aunt usin eh!and those com are lyk..hers?!!lol..than wad am i suppose to tell my dad.tat her beloved sister dunt let mi use de com left behind by my sister?!!than wad.they say i complain queen again?!!lol!!stupid la.than i just told my dad tat i nvr ask if i can use ornot.and i didnt buy my laptop.coz he say he wan ask my granny if i can brin back.lol..my granny would rather die than let mi buy tat laptop.and i can imagine all de stupid thin she will say when i got back to sg..haiz..so forget it la!i got myself a new ipod.pink.hot pink.lol
9.lol.i reach my daddi house at bout..12am..than i played com.lol.i was more of lyk.uploadin de songs from my psp to my ipod.and finidin some lyrics also..than.andres toked to mi.he said hi.i told him i am at hk.he said he at NY=.=his mummi brin him thr.to stay with his parents.and studi!lol..it must be hard for him.haiz.than we tok..till 4am.i went to sleep
10.tis mornin!!a bloody phone call wake mi up!de person ask[in chinese]: hello.can i ask if miss huang is in?i am lyk..no?.hu is she?lol.i tot my daddi live alone?huh?!!wad de hell is all tis?!!lol...seriousli.i swear.i am nvr ever in my whole life.ever gonna accept a stepmother and a stepfather!no way!!!stupid.idiotic..arghs!

i miss u all alot alot alot!!i wanna go back la!haiz...T^T!!

2008-10-18T10:17:00.000+08:00

lol.heys ppl.i am currentli at the airport now...in de waitin rm.lol.bored..i am missin u guys so so much.haiz..my flight is 11am.tt means i am reachin round 2plus..near 3..haiz..a whole afternoon.no idea wad to do or wad.blah blah blah.sian sian.ytd nite..got a big big scoldin.coz i reach home 11pm.lol.tt's late.nvm..i got grounded from comin back home at night and goin out at night.lol.tears are real salty u noe.we can use tat as sea water le la.nvm.lol.now.10%..dun wan.cunt.[control]..0.1%...numb no feelin.haiz..cunt feel 89.9% also.i feel..so..nth.sian sian.ppl!!i realli miss u all hell lots!!pls pls keep in contact in msn..T^T...

today,thursday

2008-10-16T21:01:00.001+08:00

lol.actualli i didnt wanna post today.[kaes.i wanted to in de mornin.just i didnt want to when i on my com]but.i suddenli tot of sth.a thin tat makes mi wanna post tis mornin.lol.anws..
tis morning.yea.i found out sth tat I dunt really wanna noe.but.after a while I tot of it..it’s isn’t tat bad noein after all.i mean.i still have to noe it sooner or later rite.so.makes no diff..except tat it sort of wake mi up from my dream.but!it’s good.why should I let a unrealistic dream continue?it just good tat someone[or somethings] come and help mi wake up from tat dream.haiz..nvm.it’s good.get myself out of tis b4 I get too deep[slap slap..!ouch!]wakin up!yea.but…wadever,knowin tat sth still sux abit kaes.nvm..skip tis stupid topic.

School!borin + borin + infinity borin!!lol..i noe some results.[geog.lit.bio.chem.phy]lol..overall.not bad la.teacher go through I also lazy listen.i am happy with wad I have.i dun wan ask for more.coz..duno.just lazy to.it wouldn’t make a big diff afterall[for me la.coz I dun really care tis time].lol.i slept.while goin through geog.haiz..haha.!but Amanda damn cute..woots!it’s sort of her first time LOOKIN into the camera and SMILIN!hahas.i try upload de pics nxt time.haha..actually u see Amanda rite.take out her specs and tie her hair up and dun frown oh..she damn chio de can!wait till de day she hav someone she lyk.i confirm guarantee she will change de.and bois!u wait till then and see.Amanda is a chio bu!haha!kaes..she will kill me if she see tis blog[but she cunt.coz I am leavin tis sat.and she transferred to NJ..lol..i am so gonna miss her.(sob sob)]
Than after school went kfc.haha..Amanda treat mi and jingyi mcflurry.cool eh.haha.then mi and jingyi went kfc coop de cheese fries from xuzhang and mingze.haha.free ‘lunch’.haha.i alwaes manage to get ppl to qing..haha.pro pro^0^[jokin]than…after xz and mz go awhile le.some church friends came[kenn.jonathan.yuzhong.Jordan]yea.than mi and jingyi keep goin out and comin in to kfc[lol.coz we go out le.than.we nth to do.or hav some reasons wadever.we went back in.haha]than..blah blah blah..lol!why do ppl lyk pinch my face?![lol.coz it’s fat?]not tat I mind or wad..but..i dunt usually get ppl pinchin my face until I noe the cell grp members..so..at first abit awkward la.but..sort of dun mind now le.pinch pinch.not pain aniwae.lol[I am mad]
Went home..another argument with my lovely aunt.nvm.dun care.dun wanna care.dun wanna tok bout it too.and..yep..tat sums up today.lol..i am bored!!sian.i goin back tis sat le!!so fast.and I still dunno my departure time.she good la.she damn ***** la.yikes yikes!!

2008-10-15T20:40:00.000+08:00

yeah!after almost whole afternoon..haha.!i have finished my 'spring' cleanin le!it is a damn tiring process la!i cleared my whole desk[full of worksheets and waste papers]and my whole bookshelf[full of unsorted files with worksheets and waste papers]and than i sort them all out for my granny[textbook.files according to subject]yea!and i am so proud of myself.it's de first time i did such big sortin up of stuffs.[almost all are ws!and i hav to look through all to find those keep de and unwanted ones>
lol..i just now had a one hour talk with my beloved aunt[nagging+scoldin+critizin]lol..nvm..sort of numbed to all those le.it's wad i hav to go through i think.when i ask for sth.yea.i just now ask her i wan go out tis friday nite.haha.so..nvm la.she scold and say wadever she wants.i can go out can le.haha.but she damn ***** la.refuse to tell mi when is my departure time.sian sian.i need to inform my friends.incase some can send mi.lol.i will prefer hundred[infinity]times alot for friends to send mi rather than she or my maid la.haiz..she sae she will tell mi b4 i sleep on friday.lol.i tat time dun have phone le..coz return to jingyi le ma.but.haha.i more clever than my aunt.i can online saturday mornin to tell my friend^-^!!HAHA.ne ne!
lol.and i packed my laguage today[how do u spell tat word?blim is so gonna kill me if i spell wrong la]..again.lyk my previous holiday.i havent decide on wad to wear.i duno wad is the temp lyk tat.[even if i noe.i also duno wad temp wear how thick de clothes or wad]plus..de airplane is alwaes cold.so..i duno wad to wear..if i wear too many layers and it's hot thr.or i wrap myself up.i will just end up lookin lyk a idiot.=.=..haiz..duno duno.i forgot to ask my mummi also.sian sian
haiz..tml got school.cunt sleep till late le.T^T!!I wan sleep.nvm.if school’s bored.i think I can still sleep on the table de.haha.

麥兜上堂^-^

2008-10-15T13:47:00.000+08:00

麥兜上堂

lol!mcdull[麥兜]is so cute la!haha.麥兜is hk de pig.^-^haha.and miss chan chan teach them so cute[weird]de stuff at school de.haha.cute ya!

lol.anithin u call it

2008-10-14T21:46:00.000+08:00

haha!i just got tat muimui[doll] on my blog.haha.it's cute!i saw it on a person[from youtube]de blog.and i just tot it might be fun to get one too.haha.then i at first duno wad it is for.till cuiling tell me tat she can feed her[muimui]by clickin.haha.but!ppl.she will die if u overfeed her!![accordin to cuiling]but!!!dun worri=].it'll come back alive[accordin to cuiling too.haha]so cute rite.lol.ppl with blog:u all can get one too!just click the small icon on de corner tat says sth lyk doll-doll.com?i not sure.than u just have to fill up de details at de site.and thr u go!haha.
lol..i suddenli dunt feel lyk updatin bout de last few days..not tat i dunt remember them[i rmb almost every single detail of it!]just tat..lazy to type?[i'm lyk..past is de past.today and tml 's gonna be more excitin rite]so...short short...

1.i slept for 1hr[50min]during my last exam of a 3hr duration[art]
2.i went out watch housebunny after tat[it's funny!!!]
3.i went church on sat.[shh..my aunt dunno><] 4.i went taiwan fiesta on sunday[lol.it's sth lyk combine cellgrp?but u get to eat after.lol]
5.i went riverwalk[not sure bout de name.it's at clarke quay]to support my cellgrp friends for thier audition.[lol.they were great!haha.talented ppl(sobx!!)]
6.monday.hmm...school..i had flu.lol.than we had our..erm.school close celebration?it's in the hall=.=[cunt sleep]..whole school.haiz.then we went for recess.then.we went back to hall again!for subject combination talk[stupid la!!lol.though it did helped..abit?]oh!and damn sad.our classroom got swoop with de sec 4 one all de way to 6th floor eh!![lol.i am leavin on tis sat.so.i onli hav to climb for 3 days.lol]and..our school b-boy got one cute guy!haha.and he is good a break dance.lol!!><.haha. 7.lol!i was so touched last nite.when ppl[my friends] actualli suggest sendin mi off to hk on sat.haha.[though my aunt dun let.say i am just goin for holiday.not lyk i am nvr gonna come back(true)]but!still.big big thx to u guys![for at least havin the tot of it?]haha!

finali!back to now!more of today[lol.i am not one step behind time le]erm..today.lol.i cunt believe it[actualli i can].i slept for 11 hrs or so!lol.i sleep12 last nite.and i just woke up lyk 11.15 today?it is quite alot i guess><..lol.but!i just wake up at tat time.not tat i have a choice or wad[i think i hav.when i wake up for 1 min durin my sleep.lol.my eng sux]haha..but..i think..for de whole holiday.i'll be doin tis[coz tat's wad i did for my past holidays]lol.i mean...dream is just better than reality sometimes.[when it's bad.it's not real.when it's good.it'll be more good than real!]lol.hope i did make sense.haha.then.it was bored...[after i wake up]i have nth to do!the stupid tv is locked.[they actualli lock a tv?!!]com.is real lag.and irratatin when de internet keeps closin=.=..then..i went out to play with my gor^-^!lol.haha.i ate two ice cream.one mcflurry.and one strawberry sundae.haha.yummy!oh yea!and i saw a monkey!up above on a tree.when i was comin back home on a bus[it's de 1st time i saw one on a tree when i was in a bus!]haha.cool!haha..goin out made my day much more fun than stayin at home!and i bought a cute toy for my poodle!a squeaky devil i think.pink[opps><.my dog s male!]lol.but when i got back home.i am lyk..tired.sleepy.lol.haha.then my mummi called.around..7 plus?i think.oyea!we are goin korea!for a holiday.[5 days i think]yea!i am so excited[sad my daddi cunt go.he just alwaes.cunt.i miss one whole famili.for just one day.]still!i am goin.woots!it's gonna be fun[i hope]!but..i kinda dun wan go back hk..it's gonna be borin.i'll miss my friends hell lot..and..my halloween and christmas.i cunt play them with friends.confirm daddi will have to spend christmax with nai nai all tat.so..it's mi.mummi.popo and gong gong.some mummi's friends.and my dog!again[borin!][de last time.i had christmax with dad is lyk..erm..p5?lol.and tat time is i make him spent with mi and my famili.lol.and i got a scoldin when i come back to sg.for makin him brin mi and famili to buffet..lol!!!wad de.lyk he is not suppose to 孝顺 my mummi's parents lyk tat..big deal.it's just ONE christamax!forget it.from then on.i nvr ask my dad to spend time with me le.coz i noe tat jie alwaes come b4 mi.lol.i dun feel tat sad.sort of used to it le]lol!...anws...
ppl!i am gonna miss u all alot alot alot!keep in contact on msn pls=]!!

2008-10-13T17:53:00.001+08:00

lol..i have not post for a long time.i know:P..now is oct le.4 mnths since my last post.well..alot thins happened
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part 1.the day of my last post.yea.20th june.was the day i broke with andres.he asked it.i admit it wasnt easy for me.i nvr even tot i will be okay one day.but..times change stuff still.i had my struggles.my late nite cries.a fight with logic and heart.lol..i kept findin all reasons.reasons that he..yea.i tot he lyks me[stupid].i tot it was just.tat.mayb thr's sth behind it[self-protection]..lol..i noe tat was stupid.but i couldnt get over it tat fast.it was my first.though.proudly!i didnt realli lost anithin.coz we nvr even met.ridiculous it took me so long to forget..but..ytd!i feel hell lots btr.coz.i can confirm 100%[99.9%?]say tat i got over him.finalli.lol!!yea.he was a jerk[i am harsh.but he wasnt nice after we break too]男朋友可有可没有,反正他牵着手却不知何时会走！[只和LV做朋友]yea.i am feelin great on my own after all.i am daughter of all de powerful man[superman.spiderman.ultraman.etc]nth can stand on my way!HAHA!so.it's over.mi and him.mi missin him.mi wantin to go back.mi being not mi.it's all over!
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part 2.another so called major thin in tis 4 mnths.i joined church!=]city harvest church!yea.it's great.though my aunt[*****]strongli oppose it.but i dun care.i am so gonna make her approve one day.bleahx!i cunt stand her.i cunt!i noe she cunt stand mi[too bad]i am probabli one of the worse and most troublesome kid in my famili[the rest is just 1.乖 2. pampered]lol.i bet my father regretted and wish tat i was nvr his daughter.[i still have other daddi^-^ 1.GOD! 2.mr.adrian tan 3.shanyi(my pri sch fd)][lol.i have other famili members too(they are just btr)]nvm.i noe i am bad[opps><]church is great.dun get why is she so...fussed..over the idea of my joinin.[coz i will have to go out durin the weekend.and tat means i am not home the whole week?wad's the big deal.we dun wan to see each other after all]sad though tat our cell grp underwent a multiply.it was hard for all..[tears]haiz..great sisters and brothers!:D
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part 3.hmm..i dun think thr's animore big big stuff i had to update.[kaes.some cunt tell~secrets]oh yea.i had a great loveli birthday!thx to my cell grp fds,school mates.and jingyi esp.haha!i am 15!!woots!wahahah!soon..nxt yr.sweet 16!then 18..my matured age!freedom!woaha!lookin forward.but i am gonna miss childhood though.haha.[not famili part!]thr’s a lot pic I wan to upload.but.tis com is too lag.i will upload it all when I got back to hk[hopefully, getting my laptop!]and.yups.nxt blog I will blog bout more recent stuff[lol.i seems alwaes bloggin bout stuff tat happened last time.haha.lag?]

plane ride.[late post]

2008-06-20T21:45:00.000+08:00

HAHAS!i am back in hong kong le=]!anws..talk bout my embarrasing flight..T^T..at first i reach the airport.the flight assistance insist for me to have the flight assistance to brin mi to the gate thr coz she dun believe i 15 le!!!wad de!then on the plane.the auntie sittin beside mi ask whr i bought my bag.as i was listenin to my mp4, i didn hear properli then i tot she ask whr i bought my chocolate tt i was eatin=.=..so i tell her 7-11..then still ask her if wan eat ornot><..then the flight assistance cannot hear mi tok!i have to sae pepsi cola for 3 times! b4 he hears it=.=..but...he is quite handsome><..too old..hahhas..jkjk..anws. i took soome pic on airplane!beutiful scenery^^

[going night]

[nite le!][sunset?]

2008-05-29T15:08:00.000+08:00

hehe!finalli.i've uploaded most of my recent memories!hehe..jingyi is goin taiwan todae..hope tt she have fun^-^..for mi..i'll be headin back hk tmr!!hahas..damn excited.!still dunno wad to wear..n havent realli packed my stuffs all tt..hahahs..but sad is tt..have a lot of holidae hw..so have to KAMPATEK le!!my plan is tt..reach hk..coz nite le mah..so go home sleep^-^..then sat i will go out shoppin with mummy!!n i am gonna buy loads of stuff!my main big thin i am gonna get this holidae..is and PSP!!of course..lots of clothe and others stuff:D.then if mummy let..i'll go on my FIRST date on sundae><..!!then the rest of the daes i nvr plan le..ahahhas..anw..!damn excited tt i am goin back finalli!!i wanna get alot clothes!!plus..i am gonna ask my mummi for MONEY!..then of course!i am gonna play with my loveli cutie poodle!!hehe..i am goin to teach him alot of tricks^^!and then..this holidae..my 舅舅 is gettin married!..i am quite close to my 舅舅!n they purposeli put their weddin in my holidae so i can attend!hahas..i borrowed a dress from cuiling to attend their weddin n i am gonna dress my dog up n brin him along too.HAHA..!gotta go pack my stuff!!all the best to everone's holidae!!hahahs

2008-05-29T14:40:00.001+08:00

went to sentosa and had a great great trip with jingyi,jiaying,cuiling and amanda on tuesdae.27th of may 2008!mi n jingyi n jiaying got alll wet..hehe..and cuiling picked lots of sea shells^^..jiaying..whu desperateli wan to get tan..couldn't..while jingyi..whu did not want to get tan, got tanned..hahahs..i also ganna sunburn..><..hahahs..then after playin in the sea..we ate..n we went to take a shower..jingyi realli wanted tt shower coz she had lots of sand in her pocket.hahahs..min the 2 jys shared one bathin thingy..but.we did not do anithin funni or weird thr at all!!we are totalli CLEAN!n..we r NOT LESBIANS!!all three of us lyk guys one okay!.then the fiv of us r real lucky to escape the big rain as it rain damn big when we just got into the station!HAHA..then we went back to vivo to have our lunch..and we got realli cold with the all wet shirt on us in the air-conditioned room!!mi n jingyi also patheticalli fight for tt dryer in the toilet coz it blows WARM AIR!!hehe..then we went pet shop..and i saw tis real cute toy poodle!!it is brown!n the wae it sleep..n the looks of the fur..it is just lyk my poodle!!i miss my poodle real lots!!then i also bought one nice collar for my dear poodle.hahhas..had a real great time thr^^hehe

shoppin trip![late post]

2008-05-29T14:26:00.000+08:00

went shoppin together[mi n jingyi] after the parents meeting session..anw..i hate my aunt for throwin up such a big fuss thr.anw..mi n jingyi went shop shop at jurong point:D!i went with her cut her hair first..then we went shop abit then ate our lunch..then i got spam at this chameleon shop!damn..i saw a clip quite okay marhs..then i totalli probabli $1 plus sth onli mah..so i go pay at the counter ..then turn out to be almost 5 bucks!!darn it.!!then we went Toy R Us play play^^..we take those sticks...axe..blah blah..then hit each other.><..dunt see jing yi small small worh..she hit mi alot times..T_T!!then we take all the cute and funni stuff and take pics..hahas..then when we want to take pic with pooh..a staff approach us and sae cannot..but..hahahs.we alr take alot le :D!just some pics:

semakau trip><[late post]

2008-05-29T14:11:00.000+08:00

we went to tis great great place called-SEMAKAU LANDFILL!..we sat a boat/ship thr!n it was realli FUN!the boat make alot white泡泡.so cute!then- we n frens also went to upper deck n let the wind blew at our face!damn cool...n i was crazy takin pic the whole journey..form the sch.to boat.to landfill![sad we didn see ani dolphin though><]then we reach semakua landfill n went for a small talk while 204 went to 'tour ' first..out talk was damn funni!thx to our class de bois!hahas..then when it's our turn to tour...woots!!it's damn fun!we went to the 'seaside' n we take photos lyk crazy!we also went up a tall tall thin whr we r quite high above ground btw land n sea!we took a sort of a group pics..except got alot ppl not in thr><..n junwei n juan jun was the mermaid who pose 'sexy' at the front.hahahs..the photo was damn funni!i also took pics with my dear dear 姐妹们！n amanda is damn shuai in one of the photos with cuiling.hahha..anw.here is the pics^^