HEYA.got a excuse to use com now.haha.actualli im just tokin to myself.but wadever la.just wana type..got DAMN LOT things to sae.dunno.see wad i can rmb as i type on ba
1. i wan to sae SORRY.for all the mistakes that me and my stupid mouth have made or said.sorry sorry sorry.[super junior song.ahah]esp to my family.though they will nvr see tis.but still i am sincerely very sorry.yea..i realise tat all the things now are actualli my own fault.and it rlly started with me and my stupid mouth.and all de rules now.are just consequence?and also to help mi be a btr person i guess.so.they aint de bad ppl actualli.i mean.im mre lyk de evil one.creatin all de trouble.not followin all de rules.tellin lies to them.[but i must sae tat i tell lies sometimes is coz i cant tell de truth.it's not lyk i lyk to lie OKAY].yea..so i am de bad person.u see..actualli be de bad person is nicer lo.u just hav to stop doin bad things to end wadever's goin on.but for de 'victim'..you cant rlly do anithin except to continue get hurt by de bad person.so.it's nicer to be de bad person.[hope tat make sense]
2. therefore!i am goin to be a GOOD girl.followin all de rules.tryin to see de most optimist side of wad i have now.and..STUDY!.im gona get all my As back.hopefully.besides maths.and language.those 4 i duno how to studi la.yea..then hopefully..they will slowli minus a few rules as time goes by.den..all de dreams tat i used to have for my life..obviousli alot cant be fullfilled..yea..but nvm la.shatters.let it be.since i made those mistakes.i have to deal with de consequences.im 16 le.and i shall be MATURE.HAHAHAHA.[sots]
3. ytd was teachers day celebration.haha.YIFANG and KAIXIN's singing was DAMN NICE.*clap clap clap*and also.khiat tong's piano performance was pro.he dun even have de score sheet..=.= i wish im tat pro.WAHA.then i can play piano at home to make time pass faster.dance performance was nice..[de other rachel's dress is nice.haha]band performance super cute de can.then..thanks yixiang for helpin me bring back de stuff to cps if u did go back.if not for de curfews, i would have gone back myself le.another part of de consequences.anws.HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY
4. blah blah blah.i duno wad to sae.just now.afternoon.we had steamboat at home.WEIRD.de atmosphere for me was super uber ultra weird.try being me.u will noe.it's lyk..i duno if i shld do tis or tat.incase sth i do went dehhhhh again.and seriousli.everytime yeda yeda gets near me.i rlly..will hearybeat increase.hold my breathe.and i duno la.aiya just..very frustratin.lyk..waiting for a bomb to burst lyk tat.though i noe.my own fault.
5. ha ytd nite damn coward.i was watchin tv.then my cousin came home.then he took de controls.then he keep switchin channel.den he got to chnl 3.then it doin de ghost show tat time.den i so dumb.i said hey isnt tat ghost show.then he 'whr whr whr' den got back to chnl 3 den we end up watchin tat show.at first not scary la.then behind got de ghost come out.then i keep huggin de cushion.then running from sofa to kitchen.then from kitchen to sofa.so dumb la.i also duno why.if i scared den i shldnt watch rite.but i wan to watch!.....i think yeda yeda got irratated by tat.haha.opps sorry
6.i wan to get some books.to read.[yea nerd!]except tat i cant.coz i cant go to de national lib.then i also cant go school lib coz i scared of the uncle.ha.i owe him a book.which i dun hav it.so it's LOST.and i duno whr it is.and i dun wan to pay him back.ahaha.so bad.so i am not goin back to tat lib to borrow book.or not ltr he lock mi in and force me pay up le then can go.nononono.
aiya.i forgot wad i wan sae le.nvm.
kaes.i am naggy.i noe.and talkative.[stupid mouth].ytd i was studyin bio.then i got so bored tat i end up takin pics for metoo, huai yun po.and etcs.haha.metoo's pic damn lot.and super cute.i shall upload when i can
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kaes.go back to dying ba blog
rest in peace