SORRY MY BLOG WAS DEAD.u guys shld noe de reason.psps
my life...ha.i duno wad to sae bout it le.just wana get to 18 yrs old as soon as possible.jump time pls.anw..
monday:
my aunt rejected my request to go out on wed night [MY BIRTHDAY]?!she sae after tat thin.i cant go out.why?!!!!it's my once in a life time sweet sixteen birthday can.fine i noe its my fault on previous matterssss.but seriousli.my birthday.with them?it's lyk.u sure u call tat a birthday?
tuesday:
my mum called.i tot she wanted to wish my happi birthday.NO.apparentli.tat afternoon.my dearest aunt called my aunt and revealed my lie of secretly keepin a phone.and she called to scold me.on my birthday eve.kind eh.i mean cant they wait like two more days till my birthday is at least over?or is my aunt tryin to make herself feel less remorseful for lockin me with them on my birthday.i mean it is now finally my fault again for not able to go out on my birthday.
wednesday: [yay im 16!]
THANKS MY DEAR FRIENDS[it's rlly dear tis time]for wishing me happy birthday.and of coz thanks for de presents :D love you all lotss!
then..after school.went for calli.and miss yeo ask mi apologise to my aunt worh=.=.coz i lied to her de pervious wed tat i hav calli and i went out with jy=.=.she dun even noe de whole story la.she onli noe tat single lie.wadever.i did apologise.last friday.
then..yea.i sorta got into a numb mood.and kinda pissed?and then.i did de seriousli most stupid thin tat i can ever do in my life time.
i mean wad was i thinkin to make me say tat [i wasnt thinkin=.=]
how can you be tat dumb [not lyk assif i want it]
...once u made a mistake.u cant rlly make it correct u noe.u can onli.bear with de consequence of de mistake for duno how long.
damn.k i shall just treat as mi letting him have a chance to have a proper galfd. [dumbshit]
it's okay.life can get worse [no its not!]
baka. [i love you]
nvm..i guess a dream is a dream afterall.letting it stay as a dream isnt so bad.i will just.enjoy de happiness i feel as i dream.or daydream.
k..then got home.mum called to wish mi happy birthday.i was just basicalli sobbing throughout de phonecall?and she cute la.tell mi."ur eyes alr small enuf le.if u still cry.it will be just a line and u will be ugli"...how can she comfort her own daughter lyk tat..then dad called.blahs.
[seriousli.dad.go get a robot to study for you.tats all u ever cared bout after all.yea mayb i am tryin to escape from de truth.or wadever.but u are my dad.arent u suppose to sorta lyk protect me.and not push mi to be eaten up by tat monster?sure she said she is just gonna teach me.teach.such a nice way of sayin it.and of coz u dun think she is scary.how bad can she be to you.she is ur freakin mum.she loves u.while for me.she just treat me as a mistake tat her beloved son made while making love.or rather.makin lie.yea rite she dun hate mi.lyk assif she loves me=.=
and why u all can lie and i cant?wad de heck is tat.u all noe u are lying.u all noe i knew it.and onli i get scolded for lying?and still ask me whr i learn it from.from you guys.obviousli.mayb.when one dae.u finalli decided to tell mi wadever truth u kept from me.i will stop lying to u too]
then.cousin called.[thanks sweety^^].then had a birthday cake.thanks aunty for bothering to buy me tat.or rather.giv anna money to ask her brin mi buy.wadever.thanks for actin tat u cared.so irony.u sang de happy birthday song to me.how happy do u think i can be feeling?
after tat..duno le la.hey i discovered sth!
lifes = L I f E S so basicalli.lifes are made up of LIES and f
yeda yeda is coming home.how great is tat.i scared she scold mi then too excited then high blood pressure or sth leh.cant imagine.
omg..
i wan turn 18.jump two yrs.i wan be 18!!
and and!haha.my metoo is damn hot
and my blog is goin to go back to be dead again